♥ Monday, June 28, 2010 ♥
我会牢牢记住你,珍惜你给的思恋..
Im super emo. You will never know how am i feeling. Because you know nothing. My friend told me this:human been is a emotional especially gal.
I tear, finally. I drop the tears which im holding onto eversince the very last day chance we used to have. Finally, today, you gave me this little gift, this little surprise. Im touched. But, my heart aches. Because you gave me piles of lies. Maybe what you say is true. To her is lies. I dont know. But i just wanna tell you. For this 3years. This relationship started on the very 1st time, 11022007. Im happy that i have known you. Im happy that you gave me the loves. Im happy that you gave me precious. The tears we had. The joy we got. The unhappiness we had. The smiles we got. I appreciate everything.
I dont know why am i feeling so emo. But now, finally then i know, after 14mths of being a mother of princess. I had this wonderful feelings being like a family. Can this feeling stay with me forever. Will it last? Why cant i just have a normal, happy, complete little family like what others have.? Why is god playing with me, with us? Its very hurt & tired. You know.?
The image of a guy, carrying his daughter & one hand holding his wife hand & walked together. Is so wonderful & happy. Its very xinfu. Isnt it?
@ 4:26 PM