別再讓他操控你的傷悲

Biography.


& my name is ιяιѕ.

The momiie of QUINNABEL瑞恩. Proudly to be a young momiie. Borned at 10091988. A full-time momiie, a duty to take care of my little princess & also a Part time student, to fulfil my furter needs. My relationship is in a mess, so its better that you wouldn't know anything about it too. I love-s Pink, Red, White & Black. Nails Accessories, shopping sprees, cam-whoring, blogging, tweeting & my iPhones makes me go whoolala. Wanna know me more then go ahead & tag me. If you are here for awful comments, please keep it for yourself, as i don't need it. Thank you :D.

Love me for who i am.

My Baby Angel,Princess.

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DOB : 24th April 2009
Birth Weight : 2.91kg
Birth length : 48cmm
Head Circumference : 33cm
Gestation period : 37 Weeks
Natural Birth with Epidural
Place of Birth : KKH


*First Month Check Up*
*27052009*
Weight : 3.92kg
Length : 52.5cm
Head Circumference : 36.5cm

*Third Month Check Up*
*24072009*
Weight : 6.262kg
Length : 58cm
Head Circumference : 40.4cm

*Forth Month Check Up*
*24082009*
Weight : 7.11kg

*Fifth Month Check Up*
*25092009*
Weight : 7.710kg

*Sixth Month Check Up*
*27102009*
Weight : 8.39kg
Length : 66cm

*Eighth Month Check Up*
*04012010*
Weight : 9.455kg
Length : 75cm

*Ninth Month Check Up*
*25012010*
Weight : 9.500kg
Length : 78cm

*Tenth Month*
*25022010*
Weight : 10kg


Our love is a journey,
starting at forever and ending at never(:
With all my heart, and all my soul,
I will love you till the winds don't blow.
Until the oceans turn to stone,
my love is yours and yours alone.



私の愛は行く永遠まで、永久にある
你是我的唯一♥

I love you 2day.
I love you 2morrow.
Put it all together,
& ♥iloveyou forever.

私は愛する, エリック


Shoutoutz.



Linkz.

Chun Fa.
Crystal.
Emily.
Hany.
Jasmine.
Jenny.
June.
Kerou.
Lilian.
Peggy.
Siying.
Sharon.
Star.
Su.
Wanling.
Winnie.
Yenping.

Angelia.
Bella.
Caslin.
Celest.
Cindy.
Clastalia.
Eelyn.
Eileen.
Ellen.
Emeline.
Etrini.
Eunice.
Eve.
Fannie.
Fionne.
Genoveva.
Ginnie.
GuiPeng.
HuiYin.
Ice.
Jacqueline.
Janice.
Jenny.
Jeline/Bk.
Jellybean
Jiahui.
JiaLing.
Jo Lennette.
Jo.
Jo.
Joann.
Jocelyn.
Joyce.
Margaret.
MeiXing.
Michie.
Michelle aka Qiyin.
Nana.
Olivia.
Ranice.
ShuLing.
Stacey.
Valerie.
XiaoNa.
XianHui.
XueEr.
YanTing.
Yanwen.
YuanMei.
YunXuan.
Yvonne.

My Blogshop.
My Nail Spa.
Nin9(Brother's wife).
Ah Si (c0usiin).



Rewinds.

January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

好想把你藏在我怀里。天天夜夜,我都一直在想你。你知道吗?你说过的话,会是真的吗?我愿意再次相信这段感情。你呢?也一样这样想吗?
你在做什么?我在想你,你知道吗?


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♥ @ 6:08 PM


♔Photos for the last part of June 2010.
















Its 29th June now. Happy 20th Birthday to you. No matter what, the promise i made to you, will always be the promise.
Time flies. Its going to be end of June for 2010. Yahs.

♥ A little love. You made me cry, made me smile, made me feel the joy of love. I will always love you. Because i always do. & Thank you for the love. iloveyou.

♥ You can tell me how much you love me.? At least i know what i can or should do.

♥ I know its wrong to be in love with you. Many people prefers to be loved than to love someone. For me, i choose to love & not be loved. All because of you. Iloveyou, no matter what. From the past till now, from now, till forever.


♥ @ 12:04 AM

Monday, June 28, 2010

我会牢牢记住你,珍惜你给的思恋..

Im super emo. You will never know how am i feeling. Because you know nothing. My friend told me this:human been is a emotional especially gal.

I tear, finally. I drop the tears which im holding onto eversince the very last day chance we used to have. Finally, today, you gave me this little gift, this little surprise. Im touched. But, my heart aches. Because you gave me piles of lies. Maybe what you say is true. To her is lies. I dont know. But i just wanna tell you. For this 3years. This relationship started on the very 1st time, 11022007. Im happy that i have known you. Im happy that you gave me the loves. Im happy that you gave me precious. The tears we had. The joy we got. The unhappiness we had. The smiles we got. I appreciate everything.

I dont know why am i feeling so emo. But now, finally then i know, after 14mths of being a mother of princess. I had this wonderful feelings being like a family. Can this feeling stay with me forever. Will it last? Why cant i just have a normal, happy, complete little family like what others have.? Why is god playing with me, with us? Its very hurt & tired. You know.?

The image of a guy, carrying his daughter & one hand holding his wife hand & walked together. Is so wonderful & happy. Its very xinfu. Isnt it?


♥ @ 4:26 PM

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Im so not into mood okays. Yeshh. Got my hair extension done. Bought my eyelash glue. Got my iphone gmask-ed. Im happy abit now. Hhaas. But still, i havent bought new dresses for myself this mth. Hmm. Sort of interested in floral dress. Look so elegant siia. Whhaas. Now, at boyf's frens hse. Celebrating frens' bday.. Gtg. Now with blogpress. Can blog anytime anywhere.

I know you are reading. Imissyou loads. & iloveyou loafs. Really..


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♥ @ 11:38 PM


Goshh. Im here to do little bloggings. Hmm. Still thinking hard whether should i hire a maid or not.? I have so many dozens of worry lohs. Worry about maid run away, worry about what if she steal, worry about what if she ill-treat my princess. What should i do sia.!

COMMENTS please....................... Someone please guide me..


♥ @ 12:43 AM

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Yahs. Im back from my batam Trip. Goshh. Its not really as fun as i thought. Hmm. But afterall, is a new experience & a new place to be at. Hahas.

Today is my little princess's 14month. Hhaas. Bought her to SSC with mummy, bro & ks. As its water time!! Hahas. She loves water, so bought her over. She's so tired, yet she still wants to play. Cant stand her cuteness lohs. & now she is asleep over at my bed. Hmm. Time flies.

& now she knows how to:
- do blink eyes to catch your heart or melt your heart or stop you from being angry with her.
- says "Mummum" when she wants food.
- says "baobao" then pull my leg or my finger, because she want to be carried.
- shouts at those who scolded her.
- likes to take out all the bowls & stuffs in the kitchen cupboard.
- when bath time, she will says "bongbong" then pull her shirt up.
- says "papa" when she's scare.
- says "uh-oh" when she do wrong things.
- point her little finger up, if she finds it "good".
- likes to follow me to put make up on whenever she saw me preparing to go out.
- point to her little shoe racks when we say go "gaigai".
- kiss goodbye when we tell her say "byebye" to people.
- ask her to pass things over to other people, then she will clap her hand.
- when we say "good girl" she will claps her hand.
- says "purple","flower","ballball","apple" & etc..

Omg. She got so many patterns lohs. Really too much to says. Just only wanna wish her grow up well, be a good baby, stay pretty :D
Gtg liaos. So tired..


♥ @ 10:23 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2010



















Looking through all the olden days photo. Suddenly, i felt that i have grown so much older. I have many friends around me. But most importanly, they are SHARON HONG, ONG YEN PING, EMILY PEH, GRACE YAP, CHRIS, HANY JAP.
These awesomes friends of mine. have been around me for years. Even there are times we quarrels & upsets things about. But i believed, in the end, we all overcome everythings. Its so bless to have these friends. They accompany me when times im sad & emo, talk to me when im alone or depressed, drinks with me when i need to, plays with me when i want to. They are all the love ones in my life.
Life is short, we must learn to cherish everyone we have around us. & now, i found two more lovely brothers in my life. Even though i know them just a year times. But after all, they are still my best brother too.! They helps & supports me whenever i cant cope alone. They cheer me up by sponsoring me to HK. Yes, they are nobody but, TAN CHIAYONG & TAN JIAXIN. Im a happy girl. Really. Im great that god took my marriage away, but left me with such a nice group of best friends to love. Im statisfied.
Its so great to rewind my past photos. Looking through all the olden times i used to have with them. Spending my times with. I love them. Yes, i really do. I hope they loves me too.
I lost my love, granny. I lost my marriage, ALJT. Right now, i hope i wont lost my precious princess, Quinnabel, my family, & my lovely friends.
I had a failure marriage. Maybe its very hurt even if its the past, but at least im happier with my lovely ones supporting me non-stop.
Im moving on. Im trying to survive well. God Bless Me.
PS. 1 day & 1 night more to go.


♥ @ 11:59 PM

Friday, June 18, 2010


My pretty girl, wearing PURPLE eye lashes :D




my "newborn" quinnabel.




Me & BabyNara :D





BabyNara :D


Okays. Went to visit my OYp & babyNara. Hahas. Seriously. Until now, i still cant believe OYP gave birth.. The day before, i was on the phone with her, so excited for her, & then i told her i got feelings that her Nara will be out by 17th. Wheepz!! Damn zhun lohs. Cause babyNara is really out lerh siia. Hahas. OYP asked me be forture teller better. Hahas. So happy.


Went to visit her with Aunty Hong. Hhaas. Its like a blink of eyes, & im already a mother for 14months soon. Hhaas. Was at the ward there teaching OYP how to let baby laced on & breastfeeds. Hmm. Im like a nanny siia. Teaches her slowly, explaining to her. Hahas. Im her mentor. KNS lahs!!


Chatted over there. After that went over to 1 to 1 exchange my iphone. Okays, im a happy girl now. Because i got my NEW iphone again. Hahas. Then after that went shopping at OC, then to OG beside centre point, then walk-ed over to PS. Then back home after shopping Daiso. Goshh. Im so tired. I also dont know why. Hmm. Just got my iPhone sync properly. Gonna go sleep liaos :x


Nights. :D


♥ @ 12:52 AM



Pls, momiie :x


momiie, can i have the purple lashes??



oh my goshh. momiie gonna kill me!!



lets take out all the blings blings..



can i have the shoes? is my pattern nice?


♥ @ 12:42 AM