♥ Sunday, April 11, 2010 ♥
不能够忘记爱情忘记伴侣忘了孤寂
也至少忘记当初为何在一起
到最后忘记眼神忘记脸庞忘记身体
怕只怕我们忘了决心忘记
就试着忘记什么叫做回忆
到最后忘记呼吸忘记心跳忘了自己
爱过谁的心又有什么关系
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Its not a good sunday today. Didnt attend work. Not feeling very well. Emo. My depression came. & here, i hurting myself again. Its been long since i hurt myself. I dont know why either. Times, i feel lonely, i feel tired, i feel upset. I cant explain the feelings. I not crazy. But im insane. I think. Tomorrow gonna be a brand new day. I guess? Got to go back work & chiong for commission. Work, i feel happy but tired. But handling well, i guess. I need a drinking sessions. Anyone wanna date me? Let me feel happier without missing my little baby.
Little darling big day is coming. Im only half prepared. Hope everything goes well. God bless.
@ 8:56 PM