& my name is ιяιѕ.

The momiie of QUINNABEL瑞恩. Proudly to be a young momiie. Borned at 10091988. A full-time momiie, a duty to take care of my little princess & also a Part time student, to fulfil my furter needs. My relationship is in a mess, so its better that you wouldn't know anything about it too. I love-s Pink, Red, White & Black. Nails Accessories, shopping sprees, cam-whoring, blogging, tweeting & my iPhones makes me go whoolala. Wanna know me more then go ahead & tag me. If you are here for awful comments, please keep it for yourself, as i don't need it. Thank you :D.

Love me for who i am.

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DOB : 24th April 2009
Birth Weight : 2.91kg
Birth length : 48cmm
Head Circumference : 33cm
Gestation period : 37 Weeks
Natural Birth with Epidural
Place of Birth : KKH


*First Month Check Up*
*27052009*
Weight : 3.92kg
Length : 52.5cm
Head Circumference : 36.5cm

*Third Month Check Up*
*24072009*
Weight : 6.262kg
Length : 58cm
Head Circumference : 40.4cm

*Forth Month Check Up*
*24082009*
Weight : 7.11kg

*Fifth Month Check Up*
*25092009*
Weight : 7.710kg

*Sixth Month Check Up*
*27102009*
Weight : 8.39kg
Length : 66cm

*Eighth Month Check Up*
*04012010*
Weight : 9.455kg
Length : 75cm

*Ninth Month Check Up*
*25012010*
Weight : 9.500kg
Length : 78cm

*Tenth Month*
*25022010*
Weight : 10kg


Our love is a journey,
starting at forever and ending at never(:
With all my heart, and all my soul,
I will love you till the winds don't blow.
Until the oceans turn to stone,
my love is yours and yours alone.



私の愛は行く永遠まで、永久にある
你是我的唯一♥

I love you 2day.
I love you 2morrow.
Put it all together,
& ♥iloveyou forever.

私は愛する, エリック

Chun Fa.
Crystal.
Emily.
Hany.
Jasmine.
Jenny.
June.
Kerou.
Lilian.
Peggy.
Siying.
Sharon.
Star.
Su.
Wanling.
Winnie.
Yenping.

Angelia.
Bella.
Caslin.
Celest.
Cindy.
Clastalia.
Eelyn.
Eileen.
Ellen.
Emeline.
Etrini.
Eunice.
Eve.
Fannie.
Fionne.
Genoveva.
Ginnie.
GuiPeng.
HuiYin.
Ice.
Jacqueline.
Janice.
Jenny.
Jeline/Bk.
Jellybean
Jiahui.
JiaLing.
Jo Lennette.
Jo.
Jo.
Joann.
Jocelyn.
Joyce.
Margaret.
MeiXing.
Michie.
Michelle aka Qiyin.
Nana.
Olivia.
Ranice.
ShuLing.
Stacey.
Valerie.
XiaoNa.
XianHui.
XueEr.
YanTing.
Yanwen.
YuanMei.
YunXuan.
Yvonne.

My Blogshop.
My Nail Spa.
Nin9(Brother's wife).
Ah Si (c0usiin).

♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ May 2010
♥ June 2010
♥ July 2010

@ 10:51 PM

Everything is back to normal for me & Mr Nutt. Hmm. Back work today. Indeed working really makes me feel time flies :) Hahas. I love working so much. Woohoo~ So looking forward for June. Gonna be mine & Mr Nutt's first overseas trip. Gonna celebrate our 1yr anni over there. Hahas. Faster end this april :)

Went back to work & get myself updated. Yesterday meeting was about "hard-sell" & changing of uniforms & team work. LOL. i just cant stop making my lovely colleauges laughs. Hahas. They miss me too :) They said without me, the whole shop so super quiet. With me around, they keep spending money on buying clothes. Hahas. Because im their lovely "xiao mei" :) They cares for me alot. I love them :)

I miss my little darling terribly. Which se come back home fast. Please. I miss her :/

Gonna go bathe. PMS. Hahas. I hate aunty visit lohs. Sians :/

@ 9:56 PM

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

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Right now, in the middle of the night, im still not in the mood to sleep. Why? All because of Love Game again. I feel tired. Mentally. Everything has gone head wired. I dont wanna care or say anything anymore. Im seriously tired. Im always the one in the wrong. I dont know why. Im always the one taking for granted. Im the one always finding quarrels.
Is this what love is all about? If this is so, let me go. I dont wanna feel this way. I hate it. Really. You made me feel that there's a tomorrow. Right now, i feel so lonely, so dark. Thats' no tomorrow at all. Why? Am i really the one at fault? Am i really the one creating all this fucking quarrels? Someone please tell me. Please.
Im really very lonely & emo. I need a shoulder here. Will there anyone? I doubt. Maybe because im just a trouble maker. God created me to let me feel so failure all this while. Im really tired of everything.
Maybe its time for me to let go. Should i?

@ 1:15 AM

my little baby & me :)


my little baby.




@ 9:08 PM

不能够忘记爱情忘记伴侣忘了孤寂
也至少忘记当初为何在一起
到最后忘记眼神忘记脸庞忘记身体
怕只怕我们忘了决心忘记
就试着忘记什么叫做回忆
到最后忘记呼吸忘记心跳忘了自己
爱过谁的心又有什么关系

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Its not a good sunday today. Didnt attend work. Not feeling very well. Emo. My depression came. & here, i hurting myself again. Its been long since i hurt myself. I dont know why either. Times, i feel lonely, i feel tired, i feel upset. I cant explain the feelings. I not crazy. But im insane. I think. Tomorrow gonna be a brand new day. I guess? Got to go back work & chiong for commission. Work, i feel happy but tired. But handling well, i guess. I need a drinking sessions. Anyone wanna date me? Let me feel happier without missing my little baby.

Little darling big day is coming. Im only half prepared. Hope everything goes well. God bless.

@ 8:56 PM

Just bathe okay. Gonna wait for the washing machine to wash the clothes & hang it. Goshh. Mummy not around, & i gonna do all these things. So sad. Boo~ Gonna do a ALL IN ONE COLLAGE MASK later on. Its been long eversince i do my mask. Hahas. I wanna stay pretty. SO must do pretty. Laughs**

I miss babyQuinn alot. Hmm. No one waits for me to off work, no one disturb me. I feel so empty at home right now. Haiis. Emo-ing. & i feel that in life, the smart way of living, is to work & play. & the hardest thing is to LOVE someone. Haiis. Its fragile. & its a very terrible feeling. No matter how, in e end, that's always a misunderstanding in between. & ending up quarrels. Sometimes i feel so super tired. I dont wish to tear for LOVE anymore. But, in the end, i still lose to LOVE. Because i cant do it.

Woman is so fragile. Yet guys doesnt take care in hand. Why? I wished to know too. Haiis.

By the way, clicking along with my work friends, they are all super cute colleauges. Hahas. We loves to JOKES. & so many things to joke too, okays! I love working there. Hahas. Even its abit 'too busy' till no time for break.. I still think, overall, its okays bahs. Hahas. Everyone is so friendly. Each of them have their own character. Work is work. Play is play. This is what life needs most. Be happy.

ICT Skills is ending soon. Welcome Biz Practice. Goshh.! Thick books again. I wanna faint. I think i cant handle well with work, school & babyQuinn. But im still learning. My lovely collegaues is also helping me. Hahas. *happy*

Wished me good lucks for May & June's exam. Hope everything will be okays. Gonna go liaos. Tata**

@ 11:38 PM

Everything is so lack now for me to post the photos up. So just do little updates before i turn off my lappy & get to bed. Yesterday was my off day. & later on, 4am, mummy & babyQuinn is leaving for malaysia then to thailand. Gonna miss my little pie.

Bought her to TPY & Novena. Bought her clothes at Cotton On Kids. Spent about SGD$100 over there. Everything so awesome over there. Hahas. Bought her pants, tops, shoes :)

& we received parcels from Swiss. Its babyQuinn's god mummy, Hany's little surprise. So sweet okays. She bought babyQuinn 1 jumpsuits from Zara, 1 swim wear from Zara, 1 t-shirt from Paris(liscensed). & 2 box of swiss's chocolates. So happy :)

Hmm. Gonna blog more tmr, its getting late now, tmr still got work. Nights :/

@ 12:23 AM

@ 11:05 PM