Boring sunday. Super emo~ Also dont know why. Feelings is weird. It comes & goes. Just like sitting roller coaster. Life & love is all the same. You will fall down anytime if you didnt hold on well during your ride. Just beaware. Nothing is forever. Even marriage. Im not having problems with my relationship. Just that this is how i feel. I remeber once my teacher told me, he said that life is like a book. When you know what your feeling is right now, always remeber to write it down. At the end of the day, you will have the ending story to complete the book.
Life is full of ups & downs. I didnt regret. Because i know im learning when im writing it out now. Tears is just a way to release the stress you had. Why does human feels regret when you dont cherish the things well in front of you? When its gone, you will just jolly well, cry & make a fuss saying you regret. Haiis. Human is really pathethic. Im tired of being one. But life still goes on.
The worst in life is not about anything you fail to complete. Yet is when your love ones leave you. I miss granny so much. Im always thinking. What is she doing now. Is she still in her home, sitting there.? I dont know. But i know i can feel her, telling me, stay strong no matter what happens. Because she will always be there for me. Even the whole world looks down on me. She's still there looking after me, giving me all her moral supports. Im hoping to hold on, just for my little precious. She's more than anything. Im doing very hard to maintain my moodswings. Just for her, im learning to smile everyday even im not happy at all.
My life might be the super lousy story people thinks. But for me, my story book of my life is the most precious im having. Because i had 'HER' in my life. Its not fully complete, but i know, she knows how i feel. She knows how much i loves her too. When you falls down, just stand up again, & there will sure be someone standing there to hold you.
Goshh~ I feels that recently my post is totally so EMO siia. But anyway, its okays. Because is mine story. I should write what & how i feel. Jiayouus, momiieIris :D