♥ Thursday, January 21, 2010 ♥
Went to JB this morning. Everything was so rushed. Reached there, had little breakfast with mom,aunt & cousin, while baby quinnabel is sleeping. Its the best time to eat peacefully. Hahas. In the end, i dont feel like eating. Dont know why. No appetite? Boo~ Stomach have been on & off pain. Hope is not my old sickness coming back for me. :x
Hmm. After breakfast, went over to the police station to make reports for my birth cert thing. When almost done, daddy called. Bad news~ Granny was getting worst.? Her legs & hands start to be alittle cold. Goshh~ After hearing this call, fatser get the report things done, went over to City Square to get baby quinnabel 2 new shoes & 2 new leggings. Yappx. Baby Gap~ So nice. Then faster rushed to custom & took bus back to singapore custom & daddy went to fetch us to Granny's house. Everything is so damn rushed till my gastric starts to be painful again.
Reached, saw Granny. She's getting older & different each day. Her bones all can be seen. She's getting skinner than me. She look worst. My heart pain, i cried in my heart, because Granny says she hope & wished we wont cry during she is leaving. Mom says because she will be worried & cant get in peace. I controlled myself. But still, i feel so hurt. Now again, im tearing in front of my lappy. I feel so sad. I saw her swollen legs, her drip in blood. I really dont know what to do, but to help her massage at her leg, to let her feel alittle better.
Haiis. Heartache. & i miss her scolding me. Everyone didnt sleep. Even daddy & mommy. Both of them, almost everyday, whole day at there accompany Granny. As for me, i only can visit Granny awhile, cant stay long, as Granny need to rest, baby quinnabel is abiit too noisy.
PS. Granny told mom that she dreamt that her "friends" from another world, went into her dream & tell her that they will come & pick her up on 26th Jan. Its next tuesday, i really hope the day wont come. Untill now, i still cant accept the fact of Granny is leaving us.
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