♥ Friday, January 15, 2010 ♥
Im so so so not happy. Im feeling damn sad.
Granny is leaving us soon.
Yesh, doctor confirm already.
Went to visit her just now with boyf & brother.
She cant even sees me & boyf.
She talks to so soft.
She cant even eat nor go toilet & causes her both leg to be so damn swollen.
She gave me my wedding present first.
She return the JADE i bought for her 70's birthday last last year.
She gave all the CNY's last ang baos, & say is her last chance to give us ang baos.
I start to tear. I miss her. Even sometime she talks very wrongly which hurt me, but afterall, she's still my granny. She used to bring me to Malaysia during my holidays. Bought me toys when i was young. Lend me money when i need, even if its not important, she still helps me. Sometimes she might be too naggy. But which oldies dont nag?
Right now, im typing, looking at the photo she took with me on her. I still love her afterall. I dont wanna say goodbyee to her. BabyQuinn still yet to call her too. BabyQuinn loves granny alot too. Cause whenever we went over to visit her, she would smile at granny & play with granny. Right now, little babyQuinn doesnt know granny is leaving. But granny is so love her. Telling her to be good, study hard & stuffs.
I just hope she can hold on for a little more. I know its pain. But, i just wish to have the last CNY dinner with her. I wanted her to nag me so much.
"Granny, i miss you so much.." PS. Can you please dont go? Miracle stays?
@ 11:16 PM