ihcy's lifee

Its been so long

2010-07-30T08:23:00.001+08:00

Goshh. Its been long since i blog-ged. Shall do a random blog over here. Yahs, working with jiejie,grace,colin,weilong & eos.. Nice working environment thou i feel sleepy at times. But overall, i love working with them nahs. Sians nor. Im being asked to go over to new campaign. No longer same with them. Hope i can hit my targets & bring home e figure they told me..

Hmm. My life now is Super Duper busy. Yahs. Princess knows how to say : '谢谢' liaos. Learning to talk many words. So cute.! Im stress but after i saw her, my stress is gone luhx. Hhaas.

Gonna jiayouus for my work! Love me! Miss me!

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Graces' 22nd bday

2010-07-25T17:34:00.002+08:00

After wearing the heels since morning till today, 7am.

Happy 22nd Birthday, Grace Baba :D

Jie Jie & Me :)

went to PH last night. to celebrate graces' 22nd borthday. treated her "waterfall" & thank you, cause she drink 1 mouth. thn marcus, their colleauge, treated us 1 each. so means i drank 2 lohs. damn bloody PH. q-ing for about 2hrs sia. my first time. kns. thn go in is alrdy 1pm++. sad grace. we sang bday song while q-ing. hhaas. hope she njoy herself thou its damn pack inside. hhaas.

morning meet my BFF, aunty hong. we kiasus aunty. went to COACH sales. 75% discount. again, q for 2hrs. wahs. i whole day is like q-ing for nothing lohs. now, my leg like jelly sia. hhaas. ai mei lahs. bcome like dat. LOLs.

Its friday now.

2010-07-23T00:09:00.003+08:00

Momiie, this pose okays??

My princess baby & me :D

My BFF & me :))

Myself :x

Lols. Days have been doing normal for me. Yahs. Just randomly trying to blog as much as i can. Been a very busy FULL TIME MOMIIE of me. Okays! Hahas. Yappx. Staying at home looking after princess baby for only 1 weeks, makes me feel like im already working for a year. Goshh! Im really indeed getting old. Wheepz.

Went to AMK again. & i spent again. I wrote in twitter. I bought Bio-Essence de SPA HYDRATION facial wash sets cum the SPA SLEEP MASK. & i also bought the beauty collagen drink. Hope i use liaos okay wors :x

Hmm. Im so into BANDAGE SKIRT lorhh. I wanna get it!! Yet i have no time to shop alone for it.. So sad. I wanna wear it nahs!! Dont care! Tomorrow before school starts, im going to get it! Hahas. & after that i gonna stop spending. Yahs. I mean it okays!!

Bye for now. Off to drink my collagen drink & sleep. NIGHTS :D

Back to school :DD

2010-07-20T00:24:00.001+08:00

okays. fine. brother playing DOTA. so its kinda lack over here. so shall do a simple elaborate about these few days. if not my blog will be like dead. huh. lols. been busy too. bsy enjoying myself. shoppings. & now back to school. gonna be very busy with school work. i wanna work hard & finish my course asap. i've wasted alot of my times. its time to buck up from here. before father looks down on me worst. he already half ook down on me. if carries on, i think he gonna chase me out liaos. kaoz.

Sat -
went to NARA's full month. after that went to PS with BFF, Sharon Hong & mum & princess. shop-ped awhile & makan lunch headed back home. reached home, me & princess SLEEP till 8pm,wake up, went to Kopi Thiam find parents makan dinner. back-ed home, bath princess, prepare princess to sleep.

Sun -
by right is going to do some things. but in the end, cancelled. due to too last minutes arrangements. so in the very late late afternoon, meet BFF, Sharon Hong. had pepper lunch, went to bugis. shopp-ed & shopp-ed. then to NYDC for chilling. then before going home, went to take neo-prints. so kawaii nehs. LOLS. train-ed home, eat, bathe & sleep.

Mon -
early morning wake up, prepare-d myself & princess. went to C-11. last day to be here. waited very long. things ended. train-ed back to Bishan, then took cab home, as princess is sleeping. very heavy. & plus im tired. reach-ed home, order Mac, ate, make milk for princess. she drink finish sleep, & i sleep too. till 5pm, wake up, prepare myself for school. yahs. back to school. hehs.

& so now its time for me to sleep. very late. lols. i gonna go library to self study every tues & thurs. hhaas. made a promise to myself. btw, yahs, mum went to work, due to she gonna work to get money for her operations. so for me, i no work, FULL TIME MOMIIE looking after my princess. & part time student for now. looking after princess alones now, really made me learn alot. too much to learn. tomorrow gonna be a brand new day :DD

Raining Day

2010-07-16T16:07:00.003+08:00

Yahs. Raining day. & Im lazy-ing at home.

PS. No mood for anything, im seriously, & i mean it.

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It SUCKS totally.!

2010-07-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

its really very SUCKS totally. seriously. why the outcome of this is like this? why all this began? why? tell me why? it feel so much like wasting my time & effort. because no matter what, im always sucha failure. this blog MAINLY is talking about me & him. but not ME & HIM. yahs. confused? im not can lerh. i really very piss-ed. you know! forever in your eyes you are always the one winning & you want to win. everytime i will just be the fuck-ed up one. the one ending its all my f**king fault person. i really had enough. okays! its not what i want at all. really. i feel suck-y. thanks to you. you only care about your own stuffs. not mine at all. suits you then.

yahs. HIS friend call-ed me up. told me things. yahs. im fulfiled. Thank you.

today bought princess to cinema with me , cy, jx & emily. Watch-ed Despicable Me. hhaas. NICE ONE. so cute & touching. hhaas. princess watched half way & fall asleep. hhaas. good! can bring her to cinema often liaos. cos once she's inside. not long, she will automatically fall asleep. but poor me had to carry her till home. hhaas. guess she's very tired bahs. cos reached home never wake up, just sleep, even while im changing her. good baby of mine :D *loves*

he miss us, & we miss you too. *loves*

goshh!! my eyebrows very itchy.. im controlling my itchy hand.. OMFG~

Did you hear the angel cry?

2010-07-15T01:21:00.002+08:00

My little korea, Baby Angel.

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just trying to survive
As the angels cry

Limitless omnipresent
Kind of love couldn't have guessed
It would just up and disappear in
The whirlwind
Here I am walkin' on this narrow rope
Wobbling but won't let go
Waiting for a glimpse of the sun's glow
I know I can stand just pull me back up
Like there ain't no hurricane
It's just us
I'm willing to live and die for our love
Baby we can get back that shine

Cause
Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Come on babe, can our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just trying to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reachin for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reachin for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

__________________________

i miss you again. yahs. right now. so much. till i cant even remember my own characters. why? why did you made me love you so much? why did god made us challenge so much? i cant understand why. i cried for you so much. do you know that?

Yahs. did my eyebrow embriodery today. was "quite" painful. but after awhile the feeling not so much lerh. just that i keep have the urge of scratching it. as its very itchy!! i must control. cause i will smear it if i dont take care well this few days. so, my dear hand, please co-operate, okays? *love you :D

hhaas. quinn looks like korea hor.. hhaas. so kawaii nehs! anyone interested in her Princess Rompers? its comes with pink. the word "Princess" is swaroskvi lai de. If want PM me. Im selling :DD Size is up to 18mths.

Photos update time =D

2010-07-13T23:56:00.008+08:00

yeah. 35 photos to be updated by now. hhaas. these photos have been inside my camera for weeks. its gonna rot if i dont upload now. hhaas. today went to j8 alone with princess. thanks, i spent 30$ on her "Black princess Rompers" hhaas. cant resist myself when saw it. gonna let princess wear it during Nara's full month. hhaas. princess very 1st black rompers. wheepz :D

its a very hot weather tonight. now im typing my blog, i feel super hot okays. even with the fan blowing on me at speed 3. which is the biggest speend liaos. lols. princess sleep till sweat lohs. hhaas. rotting at home. never go work. long story to the co. haiis. its a REGRET to be there okays. nightmares. but hope everything should be okay by now. cause im still waiting for response. in the mean time, mum decided to go for operation, next week my class starting. so i dont think i have the time to work full time for the time being. maybe can just work part time first niia. god bless me. have not been doing very good for this year. so many up & downs. i going crazy soon siol.!

haiis. last but not least, view my lovely princess photos bahs. i gonna go tweet till i ired & sleep.

Day 17. imissyou. 你知道我在想你吗？

2010-07-13T01:47:00.005+08:00

Its been the Day17. I miss you. Do you miss us? We miss-ed you badly.

Goshh.! Spent my days at home. Dont feel like going out. Cause once im out of the house, my spending mood comes. I cant spent anymore. I need to save!! Next week school gonna re-start. & i gonna be a good student again. Seriously i need faster complete my course & get my cert. Yahs. Im lazy to spend my times on those unwanted stuffs. I need to cherish my times. Am going be 22 years old. & baby princess is turning 15th months soon. Im a grown up girl. Okays?

Yappx. Im at home, trying my best to be a 24/7 momiie. Yet i scare that im only spoil-ing baby princess. Cause after i scold her, she cried, my heart melts, & i allow her to do what she wants. Just like today, mum scolded princess for touching the house phone, she beat her hand cause tell her nicely she doesnt want to listen. Know what princess did? She took the toy in front of her throw it on the floor. *Clapps* That's her attitude now. If i scold her, she not happy, she come & pinch my hands. Yahs. *Faintz*

I really cant spoil her anymore. Its time for me to teach her more things & in a proper way. She cant follow the attitude that me & her dad has. She has to be a better princess. Okays? Im gonna let her know what's right & wrong since she's still young.. Jiayouus, momiie iris :DD

Its time for me to sleep again. Good nights.!

i got my blogskins chang-ed again :DD

2010-07-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

everywhere i go,
it remind me of how we spend our times together.
everything i do,
it remind me of how you do it with me together.
sometime, i dont even know what is love
without you beside me.
you are indeed the joy in my life,
the joy that never fail to make me smile,
the joy that never fail to pull me up
when i fall down hard.
but you are also the heart breaker in my life,
the heart breaker that hurts & breaks my heart into million pieces,
the heart breaker that always left me alone when i need a partner,
i dont even know how to handle.
i try very hard to let my emotions out,
but it ruin everything,
i have to try to smile hard to make everything seem alright.
& i seriously miss you way so much,
you move, i move,
you cried, i cried,
but you left, i stay & waited.
you are my gravity that make me smile,
i still love you baby boy.

Im tired.

2010-07-11T14:36:00.003+08:00

e apps in my iPhone. So nice siia.! Love it**

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Its been long since i blog..

2010-07-10T09:55:00.002+08:00

Goshh.! Its a short entries over here using my iphone. Am preparing myself to go JB.. So gonna elaborate everything tonight. Okays!

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Its 'your' birthday today

2010-06-29T18:08:00.000+08:00

好想把你藏在我怀里。天天夜夜，我都一直在想你。你知道吗？你说过的话，会是真的吗？我愿意再次相信这段感情。你呢？也一样这样想吗？
你在做什么？我在想你，你知道吗？

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♔photos

2010-06-29T00:04:00.006+08:00

♔Photos for the last part of June 2010.

Its 29th June now. Happy 20th Birthday to you. No matter what, the promise i made to you, will always be the promise.

Time flies. Its going to be end of June for 2010. Yahs.

♥ A little love. You made me cry, made me smile, made me feel the joy of love. I will always love you. Because i always do. & Thank you for the love. iloveyou.

♥ You can tell me how much you love me.? At least i know what i can or should do.

♥ I know its wrong to be in love with you. Many people prefers to be loved than to love someone. For me, i choose to love & not be loved. All because of you. Iloveyou, no matter what. From the past till now, from now, till forever.

我会牢牢记住你的脸,我会珍惜你给的思恋,这些日子在我心中永远都不会抹去...

2010-06-28T16:26:00.002+08:00

我会牢牢记住你,珍惜你给的思恋..

Im super emo. You will never know how am i feeling. Because you know nothing. My friend told me this:human been is a emotional especially gal.

I tear, finally. I drop the tears which im holding onto eversince the very last day chance we used to have. Finally, today, you gave me this little gift, this little surprise. Im touched. But, my heart aches. Because you gave me piles of lies. Maybe what you say is true. To her is lies. I dont know. But i just wanna tell you. For this 3years. This relationship started on the very 1st time, 11022007. Im happy that i have known you. Im happy that you gave me the loves. Im happy that you gave me precious. The tears we had. The joy we got. The unhappiness we had. The smiles we got. I appreciate everything.

I dont know why am i feeling so emo. But now, finally then i know, after 14mths of being a mother of princess. I had this wonderful feelings being like a family. Can this feeling stay with me forever. Will it last? Why cant i just have a normal, happy, complete little family like what others have.? Why is god playing with me, with us? Its very hurt & tired. You know.?

The image of a guy, carrying his daughter & one hand holding his wife hand & walked together. Is so wonderful & happy. Its very xinfu. Isnt it?

Moodless

2010-06-26T23:38:00.001+08:00

Im so not into mood okays. Yeshh. Got my hair extension done. Bought my eyelash glue. Got my iphone gmask-ed. Im happy abit now. Hhaas. But still, i havent bought new dresses for myself this mth. Hmm. Sort of interested in floral dress. Look so elegant siia. Whhaas. Now, at boyf's frens hse. Celebrating frens' bday.. Gtg. Now with blogpress. Can blog anytime anywhere.

I know you are reading. Imissyou loads. & iloveyou loafs. Really..

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Maids?

2010-06-26T00:43:00.001+08:00

Goshh. Im here to do little bloggings. Hmm. Still thinking hard whether should i hire a maid or not.? I have so many dozens of worry lohs. Worry about maid run away, worry about what if she steal, worry about what if she ill-treat my princess. What should i do sia.!

COMMENTS please....................... Someone please guide me..

♥ Happy 14th month to my lil princess.

2010-06-24T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yahs. Im back from my batam Trip. Goshh. Its not really as fun as i thought. Hmm. But afterall, is a new experience & a new place to be at. Hahas.

Today is my little princess's 14month. Hhaas. Bought her to SSC with mummy, bro & ks. As its water time!! Hahas. She loves water, so bought her over. She's so tired, yet she still wants to play. Cant stand her cuteness lohs. & now she is asleep over at my bed. Hmm. Time flies.

& now she knows how to:
- do blink eyes to catch your heart or melt your heart or stop you from being angry with her.
- says "Mummum" when she wants food.
- says "baobao" then pull my leg or my finger, because she want to be carried.
- shouts at those who scolded her.
- likes to take out all the bowls & stuffs in the kitchen cupboard.
- when bath time, she will says "bongbong" then pull her shirt up.
- says "papa" when she's scare.
- says "uh-oh" when she do wrong things.
- point her little finger up, if she finds it "good".
- likes to follow me to put make up on whenever she saw me preparing to go out.
- point to her little shoe racks when we say go "gaigai".
- kiss goodbye when we tell her say "byebye" to people.
- ask her to pass things over to other people, then she will clap her hand.
- when we say "good girl" she will claps her hand.
- says "purple","flower","ballball","apple" & etc..

Omg. She got so many patterns lohs. Really too much to says. Just only wanna wish her grow up well, be a good baby, stay pretty :D
Gtg liaos. So tired..

好姐妹#sistas

2010-06-19T23:59:00.005+08:00

Looking through all the olden days photo. Suddenly, i felt that i have grown so much older. I have many friends around me. But most importanly, they are SHARON HONG, ONG YEN PING, EMILY PEH, GRACE YAP, CHRIS, HANY JAP.

These awesomes friends of mine. have been around me for years. Even there are times we quarrels & upsets things about. But i believed, in the end, we all overcome everythings. Its so bless to have these friends. They accompany me when times im sad & emo, talk to me when im alone or depressed, drinks with me when i need to, plays with me when i want to. They are all the love ones in my life.

Life is short, we must learn to cherish everyone we have around us. & now, i found two more lovely brothers in my life. Even though i know them just a year times. But after all, they are still my best brother too.! They helps & supports me whenever i cant cope alone. They cheer me up by sponsoring me to HK. Yes, they are nobody but, TAN CHIAYONG & TAN JIAXIN. Im a happy girl. Really. Im great that god took my marriage away, but left me with such a nice group of best friends to love. Im statisfied.

Its so great to rewind my past photos. Looking through all the olden times i used to have with them. Spending my times with. I love them. Yes, i really do. I hope they loves me too.

I lost my love, granny. I lost my marriage, ALJT. Right now, i hope i wont lost my precious princess, Quinnabel, my family, & my lovely friends.

I had a failure marriage. Maybe its very hurt even if its the past, but at least im happier with my lovely ones supporting me non-stop.

Im moving on. Im trying to survive well. God Bless Me.

PS. 1 day & 1 night more to go.

Baby Nara :D

2010-06-18T00:52:00.002+08:00

My pretty girl, wearing PURPLE eye lashes :D

my "newborn" quinnabel.

Me & BabyNara :D

BabyNara :D

Okays. Went to visit my OYp & babyNara. Hahas. Seriously. Until now, i still cant believe OYP gave birth.. The day before, i was on the phone with her, so excited for her, & then i told her i got feelings that her Nara will be out by 17th. Wheepz!! Damn zhun lohs. Cause babyNara is really out lerh siia. Hahas. OYP asked me be forture teller better. Hahas. So happy.

Went to visit her with Aunty Hong. Hhaas. Its like a blink of eyes, & im already a mother for 14months soon. Hhaas. Was at the ward there teaching OYP how to let baby laced on & breastfeeds. Hmm. Im like a nanny siia. Teaches her slowly, explaining to her. Hahas. Im her mentor. KNS lahs!!

Chatted over there. After that went over to 1 to 1 exchange my iphone. Okays, im a happy girl now. Because i got my NEW iphone again. Hahas. Then after that went shopping at OC, then to OG beside centre point, then walk-ed over to PS. Then back home after shopping Daiso. Goshh. Im so tired. I also dont know why. Hmm. Just got my iPhone sync properly. Gonna go sleep liaos :x

Nights. :D

my cutee cheeky piie :D

2010-06-18T00:42:00.004+08:00

Pls, momiie :x

momiie, can i have the purple lashes??

oh my goshh. momiie gonna kill me!!

lets take out all the blings blings..

can i have the shoes? is my pattern nice?

❤ 3 days more to go :D

2010-06-16T23:38:00.004+08:00

3 more days to go. Wheepz :D

Im so looking forward lohs. Hahas. Meet up with my loves today. My sharon hong. Hahas. Went to Wdls waited for this aunty. Then cab down to Bugis. Helped mummy buy 4D liaos, we went to Iluma de Empire State makan. As im so super duper hungry. So decided t give a try over there. So many jokes & talks we had. Hahas. Then went over to Village to buy our lashes. Hahas. Then shop around, went to Somerset. Wanted to go exchange my stupid damn iphone. Then the person say no fault. SO NO EXCHANGE. F**k lohs. I so piss off okays. Then they gave me 1 authorise letter say if i go back still the same, i can straight exchange without checking. Then shit the people. After i step out of Comcenter, my iphone problem came.

Fuck sia. Now my iphone is so naked. No ringtone, no photos. Heartpain**
Nevermind, im going to make a trip down again. I cant live without my photos & ringtones. I hate naked phones okays!!

By the way, i bought my hair extension clip ons. Again, im a princess look iris now. Laughs** I know very BHB. But never mind me nahs. Its my blog anyway. Hahas. Its been long since i shopping. Gonna sleep & meet my ah hong tomorrow again :)

Both my lovely pies. :D

BFF.

ME :x

My chicken chop :)

BFF's.

Our Apple Paradize.

Empire State @ Iluma.

God daddy with baby princess the other weekend.

daddy & baby princess & grandmother :)

BFF & babyQuinnabel.

带着面具做人

2010-06-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

Finally, i left the pathetic place. The place where all people needs to wear a mask & be there. I don't know why, but all i know is i'm happy at times there when its really fun to know new things. But i hate-d most is the way some people treated me. With those attitude as if i owe her. No way! I have my pride okays. You are nothing to me. Both of us is work there as normal ranks, working hard for money. Not you only. So not mean you can throw those f**king attitudes to me whenever you like. Or just say words with thorns to hurt me. This is Singapore, please talk with brain. Its not your own country. Where you can talk without a brains. In singapore, everything is about rules, manners, respect. Don't spoil the image. Yahs, can say i'm a betrayer to MALAYSIA. So? My daughter born here. I study here. I live here, so means no wrong i changed to Singapore Citizenship. Right? Don't need always say me, the betrayer.

If i'm one. What about yourself? Goshh. I know i shouldn't spill a word over here. Please, i had enough. I can't tolerate anymore. At first, she treated me as if im her dog, i obey her, give her face. Even scold or say me, i never shoot back. But,! I have my own pride. That's also times i can't endure more nonsense, okays!

Gonna start anew. I know its gonna be hard to stand up again. But no choice. Its life. & its fated anyway.

Jiayouus :)

带着面具做人，始终都会受到老天的惩罚。你不需要每天说你多恨她，到最后又跟她很好。很恶心叻！很底及！因为被恨的人，永远是你自己。

8 more days to go..

2010-06-13T00:34:00.002+08:00

Yeah. 8 more days to go.
Im counting down day by day.
Shiok nahs!!

By the way, im trying my best to do the updates as i can.
Hurhur!
Im a happy girl now again.
Because, me & boyf's first couple wallet.
Boyf bought for me.
Loves him.
Guy Laroche GL :)
So nice of him.
Planned to get MAC make up, but i couldnt bear to buy it.
Boyf keep asked me to.
Hmm. Shall consider lahs.

Been not very happy at work.
Becaus i can open my eyes big big & see who's the "ghost" in everything.
I had enough of endurance mabye.
Mabye its time i need to get my ass off there & start to get a new job?
I really hope things to work out well for me.
But i know, this year of Tiger,
wasnt a good year for me.
Because i having so many problems lahs.
Im really enduring, not giving up.
Because i choosen this path.
Shall stand on there, hold my tears, & walk it out everything.
Im 22yrs old lerh.
Its time for me to plan well & think well.

Hmm. Got to go liaos.
Nights.

别再为他流泪

2010-06-10T00:42:00.003+08:00

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

++++++++++++++++++++++++

Goshh. Its so late now & im still online. Hahas. Because im making ringtones for my lovees, iphone nahs. Hmm. Bought PrincessQuinnabel out today & also my little cousin. Yesh, me alone, bought two kids out. Its super tiring okays!! But at least i got myself new make up sets. Hope this one is much better. Its from OG, the salesgirl told me that this product in Korea very well known, meaning its a korea brand. So hope it helps :)

Hmm. Bought nothing for Princess. Hahas. Cause i have to save & no much spare cash this months. Save, save, save. Princess needs alot money to go to school. So i must work hard. Yeah. Its been 4 months already. Im still surviving in the company. Hahas. God bless me. My endurance is so good. Hahas. Jiayouus, IrisHo :)

Got to go.

Nights.

Its damn late.

11 more days to go :)

How much does 'Happiness' cost?

2010-06-02T01:37:00.004+08:00

Princess Quinnabel & Momiie Iris :D

Iris & Cherry.

My best joker at work.

Boyf & me.

My Lianx A & Me :D

Last, but not least, ahGirl aka momiieIris =DD

How much does 'Happiness' cost? I saw my friends' blog. She wrote it. & i decided to think about mine too. Am i happy? Am i statisfied? Goshh. I have been missing out my updates. & that's why no people tag or click my ads for me.

Sounded sad right?

Peeps, im sorry for the MIA okays. Because, recently did happen many unhappy things. Which i really gone MAD almost. But at least im not yet. Im so busy. Haiis. My attitude towards boyf sucks to the core. I know. I dont know why too. After our 1st year, i treated him coldly, gave him attitudes when he is trying to be nice. Haiis. Im sorry. I didnt mean it too. Maybe its all because my stress. The stress level im handling is increasing everyday. I almost failed to be a perfect one.

I need help seriously. I need someone to lend me a hearing ear, i need someone to lead me the ways to solve all problems. Im stuck. Totally stuck-ed. Thanks, god.

Right now, im doing sync-ing to my iphone. Awhile more im turning in. Tomorrow is my off day. I gonna spent it well with my little princess. Hahas. Nights.

PS. Princess knows how to say : flower, popo, baba(scare), flower, shoe, wowo(dog), meow(cat), mama, papa, water, star, mum mum.

& she likes to sing those Hokkiens' song too lo, even the tune is there, lyrics not there. Damn funny, can?? Point at the food or things is she WANTS it lohs. Plus is die die also want, never give her, she scream & throws temper. LOL. Plus she is SUPER DUPER VAIN okays!!

Cant stop smiling & laughing at her. Watching her movements, my stress is out slowly. Loves**

Ladies Night~

2010-05-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

Yos. Im back here blogging. Yahs. Sorry been lost. Cause am wasnt free recently. Super duper suay & moodless okays. Hahas. Went to PH the other day with my love ones. Candy & Kerou. Hhaas. Got a great night with these two ladies. Because we were all drunk. Hahas. Im sad, they spent their time accompany me. Swee lahs :D

I wanna have my new tattoo on. I wanna do photoshoots. I wanna get new clothes. I wanna earn big cash. So many i wanna. Hahas. Dont know when then will i be able to fulfil all.

Last but not least. Little updates on my cheeky ones. That's my QUINNABEL :D

She's getting naughtier each day. Because anything she wants, she just scream & cry. That's it. All the attitude was like *him*. Want is want.. Cant wait. OMG~ & also, precious's walking skill is more & more stable. She is very AI MEI too lohs. Hahas. No matter what, her smile kills me :D

2010-05-24T23:15:00.005+08:00

Mr Boyf's & Mine, 1St Year Anni :D

Our dessert :D

Our Lunch :D

My iPhone*loves* (pink) & my strawberry shake.(pink)

US :D

ME :D

My princess & me :D

1hr 12mins to our lovely 1st year :D

2010-05-21T22:41:00.002+08:00

Yos. Im here blogging again. Since im free now. Yahs. MC today & tomorrow. Got throat infections, flu & slight fever. Goshh. Baby Quinn also flu. We both having flu. Hahas. Nothing much. Just know that when the clock strike 12am, its mine & mr boyf's first year anni. Hahas. Im happy of cause. Hahas.

Work? Still working there lo. I know i can break record that my endurance is so long. Bo bian. For the sake of money & baby quinn. No choice. I know i can make it.

Everything wasnt seems to be doing nicely. Yahs. But at least god doesnt give me the end of the road. At least im relieved on somethings. I guess im able to make it thru. But still hopes everything to be that perfect. Hahas.

Some family problems happened too. Long story. Lazy to say. But i hope everything i do for my small brother, wq. He will know & changed. Hoping he will be back in the right path on the road, & hopes he recover soon. Me, as his sister. Also cant do much. Money problem, i only trying to help as much as i can. Because in 5mths time, baby quinn is going to child care. Im a single parent, i need to work even harder. & of cause, the fees is much more expensive than others. Im still okay with it. Because i know i can make it thru, since i choose to give birth to this little monster. Hahas.

Baby quinn getting naughtier & naughtier. & she very ai mei lohs. Hahas. Walking is more & more stable. Of cause she doesnt like to be in the pram. Cause she likes to walk around if we bring her out. Hahas. So cute nahs!! Monday, she will be 13mths old. Hahas. Time flies :X

Its TUES :D

2010-05-11T08:46:00.002+08:00

Hahas. Finally its tuesday. Tomorrow gonna be my off day. Hahas. I know i promise to update often. But still haven. Due to my new loves. My IPHONE!! Im still figuring how to sync stuffs & download apps. LOLS. I know im abit slow. But seriously, iphone makes me abit headache. Lol.

Work for me, still okays? Still working there lo. Nothing much. Dont really wished to talks about it in my personal blog. Hahaas. Now going try syncing ringtone into my iphone. If still cant, i need MK's help liaos. Gonna bring lappy to work & ask her help me. Hahas.

Shall go do it first. Update tonight :DD

♥ its Granny's 100th day

2010-05-05T12:34:00.002+08:00

♥ its Granny's 100th day.

Times flies. Its Grannys' 100th day today. Went over to her place, helped her with the flowers. 1 for paying respect on her. 1 is for Mother's day. Went to her room, sat there looking at her bed, rewinding the days she was there. I miss her. Lucky babyQuinn is a smart girl. She still knows how to "Pai Pai" to Granny. *Smiles*

Its drizzling now. Still thinking where to go for today. Prepared my stuffs, babyQuinn's stuffs. Still thinking while my lil darling is sleeping. Hmm. Where to go? Vivo? J8? AMK Hub? Goshh~ Where sia.

No ideas on where to go lehs. No ideas. So let me & lil darling have a nap first, then we decide bahs. Hahas. God bless :D

是我错了。

2010-05-04T00:35:00.009+08:00

Big girl inside the small pram :D

Quinnabel's first bday photos. Sorry for the slow updates.

Finally & now, my little princess darling is 1years old. Inside my heart, she's still so small & tiny little monster. Its been a year that im already a mother lerh. Yet i know sometimes i so childish. But what goes around comes. I fall down in my life. & its takes time to let me get my wounds heal. & now, finally, i think is half healed. Its still left dead, until today, tonight, just now, brother helped me to CLEAR everything. Not even a photo left. Promised parents, brother, friends, & my little princess. Its all over. Im not craving or hoping anything. I just wanna lead with what i have now. Im happy, working 6day per week, off day accompany my princess. That's all. Its enough.

I know i can be much stronger. Just give me more time. I have a dearie boyf with me. He loves me, he dotes me, he cares for me. Even though we quarrel at times. But its all about LOVE. Without LOVE, why will we be quarrelling? But no matter how we angry each others, in the end, we will always cheer each other down. This relationship taught me to be a strong girl. Im no longer the used me. Who melts my heart easily. Im alittle stronger. Bless me. & thank god that i had my dearie boyf. We been together for going 1year. & this gonna carries on.

Sorry for the long lost updates. Due to Quinnabel's birthday celebrations preparations & work, im so stress up & my schedule was so full. Only until now, i took a little chance to change away my boring skins & songs & update alittle more. Im doing well now. Even i might look sad at times or inside my FB. But im still me. Work load is getting heavier, because i love working. Joking whole day to makes my times flies. Jiayouus, Iris Ho :DD

♥ ﾟヾ(｡･ω･｡)ﾉﾟ♥ Quinnabel/RuiEn's 1st birthday party

2010-04-20T22:51:00.003+08:00

Finally. The day im waiting for is drawing nearer & nearer. Of cause. Im almost prepared. Never will i thought that im a mother for a year soon. Goshh. I learnt many things. I have changed alot. Maybe not all. But some i did. I tried & did all my best for my little angle. Just because i wanna give her the best. I dont want her to feel regret to be in this world. Because i love her. Little angle of mine is naughty & cute at times. But no matter what happens. She always melt my heart with her smiles. I live for her now. & i love her alot.

Goshh. Now little baby is walking. Im so so so scared lohs. Because she walk super fast. & just now, when talking to mummy, she fall, & her forehead hit just right on the door side. Swollen & the straight line appears at her head. Its painful. Because she cried very hard. My heart breaks, & i so so vexed when i saw her crying. Her cry made me feel that im a very bad mummy. Haiis.

Lazy to carry on to blog again. Wanna accompany my babygirl liaos. Nights :)

PS. Buffet will start at 3pm. Cut cake will be at 6.30pm. Please text me if you are not coming. Party will be at my house. SMS/TAG me for my add :)

everything is back to normal :)

2010-04-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

Everything is back to normal for me & Mr Nutt. Hmm. Back work today. Indeed working really makes me feel time flies :) Hahas. I love working so much. Woohoo~ So looking forward for June. Gonna be mine & Mr Nutt's first overseas trip. Gonna celebrate our 1yr anni over there. Hahas. Faster end this april :)

Went back to work & get myself updated. Yesterday meeting was about "hard-sell" & changing of uniforms & team work. LOL. i just cant stop making my lovely colleauges laughs. Hahas. They miss me too :) They said without me, the whole shop so super quiet. With me around, they keep spending money on buying clothes. Hahas. Because im their lovely "xiao mei" :) They cares for me alot. I love them :)

I miss my little darling terribly. Which se come back home fast. Please. I miss her :/

Gonna go bathe. PMS. Hahas. I hate aunty visit lohs. Sians :/

Would you be there?

2010-04-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

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Right now, in the middle of the night, im still not in the mood to sleep. Why? All because of Love Game again. I feel tired. Mentally. Everything has gone head wired. I dont wanna care or say anything anymore. Im seriously tired. Im always the one in the wrong. I dont know why. Im always the one taking for granted. Im the one always finding quarrels.
Is this what love is all about? If this is so, let me go. I dont wanna feel this way. I hate it. Really. You made me feel that there's a tomorrow. Right now, i feel so lonely, so dark. Thats' no tomorrow at all. Why? Am i really the one at fault? Am i really the one creating all this fucking quarrels? Someone please tell me. Please.
Im really very lonely & emo. I need a shoulder here. Will there anyone? I doubt. Maybe because im just a trouble maker. God created me to let me feel so failure all this while. Im really tired of everything.
Maybe its time for me to let go. Should i?

latest photos :)

2010-04-11T21:08:00.007+08:00

my little baby & me :)

my little baby.

Times fly so much.

Little baby of mine, look so different from birth till now..

My one & only BFF, SYhong :)

Went out with little baby the other day before she went holiday with mummy.

the BEE swimwear mummy bought for little baby :)

from ZARA, by god-ma, Hany at SWISS :)

shoes bought for little princess at Cotton On Kids :)

SWISS chocolate :)

from PARIS, with liscensed, by god-ma, Hany at SWISS :)

忘记~

2010-04-11T20:56:00.002+08:00

不能够忘记爱情忘记伴侣忘了孤寂
也至少忘记当初为何在一起
到最后忘记眼神忘记脸庞忘记身体
怕只怕我们忘了决心忘记
就试着忘记什么叫做回忆
到最后忘记呼吸忘记心跳忘了自己
爱过谁的心又有什么关系

_________________________________

Its not a good sunday today. Didnt attend work. Not feeling very well. Emo. My depression came. & here, i hurting myself again. Its been long since i hurt myself. I dont know why either. Times, i feel lonely, i feel tired, i feel upset. I cant explain the feelings. I not crazy. But im insane. I think. Tomorrow gonna be a brand new day. I guess? Got to go back work & chiong for commission. Work, i feel happy but tired. But handling well, i guess. I need a drinking sessions. Anyone wanna date me? Let me feel happier without missing my little baby.

Little darling big day is coming. Im only half prepared. Hope everything goes well. God bless.

The smart way in life is to WORK & PLAY. Not to LOVE.

2010-04-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

Just bathe okay. Gonna wait for the washing machine to wash the clothes & hang it. Goshh. Mummy not around, & i gonna do all these things. So sad. Boo~ Gonna do a ALL IN ONE COLLAGE MASK later on. Its been long eversince i do my mask. Hahas. I wanna stay pretty. SO must do pretty. Laughs**

I miss babyQuinn alot. Hmm. No one waits for me to off work, no one disturb me. I feel so empty at home right now. Haiis. Emo-ing. & i feel that in life, the smart way of living, is to work & play. & the hardest thing is to LOVE someone. Haiis. Its fragile. & its a very terrible feeling. No matter how, in e end, that's always a misunderstanding in between. & ending up quarrels. Sometimes i feel so super tired. I dont wish to tear for LOVE anymore. But, in the end, i still lose to LOVE. Because i cant do it.

Woman is so fragile. Yet guys doesnt take care in hand. Why? I wished to know too. Haiis.

By the way, clicking along with my work friends, they are all super cute colleauges. Hahas. We loves to JOKES. & so many things to joke too, okays! I love working there. Hahas. Even its abit 'too busy' till no time for break.. I still think, overall, its okays bahs. Hahas. Everyone is so friendly. Each of them have their own character. Work is work. Play is play. This is what life needs most. Be happy.

ICT Skills is ending soon. Welcome Biz Practice. Goshh.! Thick books again. I wanna faint. I think i cant handle well with work, school & babyQuinn. But im still learning. My lovely collegaues is also helping me. Hahas. *happy*

Wished me good lucks for May & June's exam. Hope everything will be okays. Gonna go liaos. Tata**

Off days :)

2010-04-08T00:23:00.002+08:00

Everything is so lack now for me to post the photos up. So just do little updates before i turn off my lappy & get to bed. Yesterday was my off day. & later on, 4am, mummy & babyQuinn is leaving for malaysia then to thailand. Gonna miss my little pie.

Bought her to TPY & Novena. Bought her clothes at Cotton On Kids. Spent about SGD$100 over there. Everything so awesome over there. Hahas. Bought her pants, tops, shoes :)

& we received parcels from Swiss. Its babyQuinn's god mummy, Hany's little surprise. So sweet okays. She bought babyQuinn 1 jumpsuits from Zara, 1 swim wear from Zara, 1 t-shirt from Paris(liscensed). & 2 box of swiss's chocolates. So happy :)

Hmm. Gonna blog more tmr, its getting late now, tmr still got work. Nights :/

Its April now. Finally~

2010-04-04T23:05:00.003+08:00

BabyQuinnabel walking towards the remote control.

Biting :)

Climbing.

Going up the sofa.

Stealing :/

Ear pierced!

Rocking on the rocker.

Happy going out with momiie & aunty hong.

Goshh. Im so tempted. LG CHOCOLATE or IPHONE!! I wanna get either one. I got a very bad habit. & that's keep changing handphone. Someone please save me!! I cant afford to keep change. Im scare of myself either. Really.

Hmm. Went to pray granny. Donated money for the light & Fang Sheng. I wanna do good things. I miss granny again.

Im so so so tired. Im starting to get tired. Working & working & working everyday. But im still doing great. At least im not like the past. Kanna say or too tired i quit. Im a good girl now. Everything i learnt. Im doing Endurance now.. Im enduring, even get scolded for nothing by customer. Im enduring its so tired for me. Im enduring even i cant get to eat when im hungry. Im enduring everything. I wont give up. All because of babyQuinnabel.

20 days more is babyQuinn's first year. Its getting nearer & nearer. Im busy till i dont really bother to think of the celebration. Hahas. But i did squeeze abit of time to think & plan okays.

By the way, good news. My little baby knos how to walk slowly without holding her or anything. Hahas. & her ear hole is pierced. Hahas!!

εїз Happy 11th Month, babyQuinnabel. εїз

2010-03-25T00:08:00.007+08:00

Just took today.

The "pot" of soya beancurd mum intro me to eat.

So nice & cheap.

ME:D

mum say took this picture, cos caught her playing with my things.

blur babyQuinn.

asking her to do the "hi-5". she knows.

early in the morning i ask her sit down to take photo.

She gave me that face.

mother & daughter.

trying out the Fujiflim Intax Mini 7s.

"tadah" i rebond my hair.

Tks to mum, she treats :D

the other day at Jusco(JB).

the shopping super big.

But not really got things :x

εїз Happy 11th Month, babyQuinnabel. εїз

Times flies. BabyQuinnabel is 11th month now. Hahas. & 19days more to my HongKong,ShenZhen. Im so so so happy about it man. My life. Is so fulfil with everything. Everyday wake up, acc babyQuinnabel, prepare for work, eat breakfast with babyQuinnabel & mum, then both babyQuinnabel & mum walked me to the bus stop, work work work, go home, play with babyQuinnabel, bathe, eat dinner, & sleep. That's my daily rountine. Im doing all these everyday. Laughs*

Hmm. Dont know what to blog sia. Hahas. But i can know is, im so happy with my life now. With babyQuinnabel. She bought me laughters, she bought me happiness, & she bought me everything that i wanted is here for me. She's very naughty now. But its okays. Because this is what toddlers, i should said does. Hahas.

Just small updates of her monthly updates.

. She can crawl super fast.
. She drinks 6oz milk or 6oz cereal with milk.
. She eats rice or food we eats.
. She can hold on to my hand, walk with her own strength.
. She loves to push things around the house.
. She loves hide & seek.
. She knows how to reply to us whether she is hungry, want carry, or she poo poo.
. She is very noisy.
. She can stand on her own afew seconds.
. She can climb about very fast movements.
. She is very "ai mei".
. She loves to catch insects which is crawling on the floor.
. She knows how to do the "Hi" pattern when she see people she knows.
. She still recognise people when people wanna carry her, if she dont like, she wont be bother. . She knows how to "hi-5".
. She is very "High" when we hold her two hands up to let her walk.

That's all i think. Shall update if there's more. Hahas. Because i gonna go sleep le. Tired.

Missing the times i wake up so early to do my blogs.

2010-03-22T08:53:00.003+08:00

This photo, i edited long time ago, but didnt managed to post.
I dont know why.
Nice.?

BFFs :)

Goshh. Its been so long that i can touch up with my blogskins so fast. Less than 30mins. Yeshh, its a improve. When the clock hits 9am, alarm starts to ring, & its time for me to go prepare for work. Hahas. Right now, working as Full-Time Manicurist. Im happy with the working environment. But i never dreamt that i will be working for this company. & now, im working for them. They are all nice people. Cause all of them are malaysians. Only one is Vietiam, but she's leaving at this end month. Hmm.

Anyway, did i say i went & bought my ahHong to PH? LOLS. Her virgin, i took. I mean her Virgin to Club. Hahas. We went to the mix age party. Damn fucking bored okays. No choice, as promise, i must support my brother. Even if im not feeling very well. I need to help him get the tickets. Im such a WeiDa Jie Jie hor? Laughs**

& there, we saw this angmohs. He's a American, Sans Fransico guy. So handsome. Hahas. At first ahHong thought he is a faker. In the end, when we about to leave, ahHong dont dare to give him a ride, so i asked him. Cause we must represent as a good citizen mahs. Hahas. When we bought him to SabaiSabai to alight, know what? He drop us a SGD$50 bucks okays! He say we are sweethearts, & say if there's any change in the money, ask us both to go had a drink. So nice & cool of him. His the friendest angmohs' i ever seen. Hahas. Such a handsome guy, wasted that he doesnt have any girlfriends. That's why he's flying round the world. So shiok. If i were him, i also wanna travel. No need to think so much. Laughs**

2 more days to babyQuinn's 11th month.

Go to go liaos. Time to prepare for work. Misses**

Super sick now.

2010-03-21T17:04:00.002+08:00

Am super sick now. Fever is going up & down. But down not going to the normal temperature, instead, 37.7 degrees is my least temperature. & the max is 39.4 degrees. Goshh. Its my f**king first time to be so sick. Down with rashes, sore throat till vomit & cough got blood. Shits**

I know im super sick. I gonna recover by today. Because im going back to work tomorrow. Please!!

Shall be back blogging once im FULLY RECOVER. :x

♥我要把你藏起来,永远呵护这份爱,从此不让别人想,只准和我一个人相爱...

2010-03-14T22:53:00.004+08:00

♥我要把你藏起来,永远呵护这份爱,从此不让别人想,只准和我一个人相爱...

Boyf is back from Thai. Sweet of him, bought us couple tees. & bought me 2 clothes. Yesterday bought me to PuTien to makan dinner also. He was so swee through the nights. Im happy of cause. But will this sweetness be forever? I hope it wont fade away. Because i cant afford to lose again. Really.

Goshh~ Feeling super duper guilty right now. Why? Because had an quarrel with brother on friday, saying him, "Bei Jia Zhi, hope he doesnt get out kanna car bang." F**ked. I blame my stupid mouth. Because he was hit down by an cab. Plus its an hit & run case. So now police is investigating. Haiis. I hurt him. I get him into trouble. Im guilty. I feel so sad, when i see him like this. Not say i wanna say him. Just that he's too silly. For the one he loves, he went out of mind. He doesnt wanna have a proper rest nor eat. I feel sad. Worrying he might do silly things to hurt himself. Haiis. Now, i cant sleep well. Because worry he may do stupid things. What should i do??

Bought babyQuinnabel the Fisherprice Walker too. She so in love with it. & she's learning to walk with it. Hahas. Mummy bought her to Sentosa with father & friends. & she took lots of photos with those tourists :D

Tomorrow is a brand new day for me. Please wish me good lucks. Loves.
PS. 1 month more to go to my HK trip. Thanks, brother yong. Because he sponsor me the trip XD

Life's Good~

2010-03-13T01:07:00.005+08:00

Biaoyi, Debbie & babyQuinnabel :)

See babyQuinn's happy face :)

My little princess loves playground :D

While waiting for bus :D

My naughty girl, HAO LIAN. Want get off & back to her Merz by herself.

Times flies. BabyQuinnabel is coming 11th month. She learns many things. But she still lazy to say Bye Bye to people or kiss goodbye. Unless she likes you. If not, try getting close to her when you saw her.. She will beat you for sure. LOL. Hmm. BabyQuinnabel is leanring to stand. Can stand for seconds day by day without supports. Hahas. She's still so scare to stand alone, but im still teaching her. Because she has to be independent. Turning 1yrs old next month. Hmm. But no matter how slow she learn things nor naughty, she's still my happy pie. I love her :D

As for me? Life's good with babyQuinnabel. Yahs, im still studying. Is ;earning & trying to study hard. Hope that i wont let those who supports me down. I can do it. Just with my happy pie smiles :D

All the best to me, my life & my babyQuinnabel.

Back from short trip. -Batu Pahat-

2010-03-08T15:15:00.006+08:00

After playing peek a boo with her many times :/

Laughing non-stop.

Her big smiles.

My happy baby.

Her dimples. Her hair so cute lahs.!

At Batu Pahat, early in the morning & babyQuinn is so busy climbing up & downs.

Went over to Batu Pahat with parents, babyQuinn & father's friends for a short trip holiday. We stay in a chalet at the beach side. Went there main purpose is to touch fish. The fish is SUPER BIG. 3times bigger than babyQuinn. Its for 'Heng Heng' de. Hopes everything goes well for me now.

Overdues photos of my naughty monster :)

Overdue photos of myself :)

Yos! Im back after a short trip from Batu Pahat with parents & friends. Hahas. Went there main reason is for praying. Hopes everything turns out good for me. My health wasnt getting better. I still feels bad inside my tummy. Will be going for a check up. Because its on & off. Cant really take the pain sometimes. Goshh~ Went BP enjoyed. Bought my facial forms.! RM248 = RM100 just 1 fucking facial form for 50ml nia. But worth it lahs. The brand is Dermedex. Its very good for any skin types. & can see results within 3days after using. This brand is a malaysia brand. Singapore also got sell, but super ex. I know, because i asked.! Hahas. So fucking happy when i bought the facial form lohs. Hmm. Then bought some cute rubberbands & clips for babyQuinnabel. Hahas. All super cute too.

Hmm. Busy unpacking, doing my nails, preparing for later on class. & babyQuinn's first year birthday!!! Im so so excited man! I cant wait for that day lo. Even its 1 months time. But time flies. Hahas. Gonna do buffets at my house, as father say that Chalet not very worth it. Hmm. Just listen to father's opinion bahs. Gonna rest awhile, do mask & go to school~

PS. Sometimes i dont know is heaven playing me or what. When i truely love someone, i will get hurt or unloved. But when i dont need any love, all came just like those bees. Haiis.

Supports :)

2010-03-03T17:10:00.001+08:00

babyQuinnabel with her new car.

My pretty baby :)

Staciy(my customer) & me at Sabai Sabai :)

Alex(my customer) & me at Speed.

go help me vote for baby quinn :) 1 email is 1 vote. pls & tks :)

http://www.embassyofbabies.com/contest_voting.php?cat=B#21

By the way, im super busy with my work, my studies & babyQuinnabel. I wanna make myself busy, so i will be working every night till morning, sleep less than 5hrs, & i need to wake up to look after babyQuinnabel again. Perhaps this is the only way i can numb my feelings, stop thinking. But i hope i wont feel so hurt or lonely. I dont wish to think of those unhappiness, i want to be happy. & i hope im happy now. Thanks for friends who cares. Im very happy. Until now, i still feel lost. But i dont wanna be scare. Because i know as times goes by, i will be doing fine again. I miss my smiles~

Please supports : www.myuniqueshops.blogspot.com for clothes, www.risbel.blogspot.com for lenses :)

worthless & loveless.

2010-03-01T10:56:00.003+08:00

Its the same ending.
I dont know.
I feel loveless & worthless.
Everything seems to be not the way i wanted to be.
Is this the story end for all SMs?
Should i give up or carry on to love?
He told me that he see nothing ahead.
He told me he cant promise me anything.

In my life, this is the second hurt i had.
My mind totally in a blank.
I work so hard, i tried my best to be faithful.
In the end, this is all the hurts im getting.

No one knows my feelings.
I cried the whole night until now.
& im asking myself hard now.
Is this worth everything, should i carry on?

I really wish to stop all these hurt.
Loving someone is not easy at all.

Love is nothing but a tearful story.
Im mentally TIRED.

伤心的总会任性
灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去将最多的细碎
锁到属于你的眼睛
失恋的不够耐心
失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界
于最光的刹那感动
属于你的气息
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色oh baby

当晚与你记住蒲公英

今晚偏偏想起风的清劲

回忆不再受制于我我承认

回忆也许你的

当晚与你记住流水声

今晚站在大地自己倾听

难道送别你回头总是虔诚

谁能怪我总是太感性
失恋的都有惰性
失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界
当理想的刹那
因爱无分你的我的
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色oh baby
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性

- 我的回忆不是我的 -

Happy 10months my baby precious!!!!i❤you :D

2010-02-24T10:34:00.002+08:00

Happy 10months my baby precious!!!!i❤you :D

So happy. Times flies so fast, & my little chilli padi is now 10months old. Woohoo~
She's my everything, my love, & my life. Im so so so happy whenever i see her. Even sometime she makes me so angry. Lols. She's naughty & attitude, but whenever i scold her, she gave me 'that' face, my heart will melt so fast~

- She's learning to walk now. With supports still, as she's very scare to fall. *Laughs*
- She's crawling super fast.
- She knows how to go into my room to find me.
- She knows how to act have cough~
- She's a tall baby.
- She's weighting about 11kg.
- She eats alot.
- She loves swimming.
- She's very 'hao lian' sometimes.
- She's very sticky to me.
- She's a super chubby.
- She's learning to poo poo in the 'tung tong' yet not the pampers.(But she keep cries like we dont want her..)
- Her hair is long enough to be tied up everything.
- She only calls 'papa', but when she wants me badly, she call me 'ah ma'.
- She knows how to say 'baobao'.
- She loves chinese mtv music.

I just love her so much. Cant wait for her first year birthday. I gonna make it grand, okays? Hahas! & im start preparing liaos. Please leave me your add in my tagboard, if not, you have FB, please add her FB at : quinnabel.hre@live.com.sg :D

Pathethic small girl.

2010-02-24T02:05:00.002+08:00

today's stupidest & funniest story in my life. gt a siao cha bor, step on me on monday at my hse nearby minimart, thn she 'diao' me, i point her middle finger, thn 2day saw her at my coffeshop, she point middle finger at me & my bro, thndo those guai lan pattern, my bro walk 2wards her ask her wad she wan, thn she scold us, thn use the spoon point at my bro, thn my bro walk away, she scold more nasty, thn my bro flung the chair to her table, nv hit her. thn she act pathethic, report police. she oso buay gam de lohs. she dont dare tell police she 1st point & scold us & also point the spoon at my bro. Thn act pathethic. in e end, police went off, she say wad, is i started all these, my mum say her, lucky nv born so ugly girl like her. thn she buay gam wan lohs. she only SECONDARY sch girl lohs. no IC.. act guai lan niia. thn my whole coffeshop ppl knw me & my family well. they also say her. say she was pri sch girl vey guai, dont knw why bcome like dat.. after the police went off, she also nt happy, cos cant get us into trouble.. her mother actually there. but police come, e mum dont knw go where liaos.

Now adays, small girl is so pathethic. & now, i pity her. Because the whole coffeshop people is saying about her. Says she go Geylang stand also no people want. LOL. & also they said that the mother has 3 daughters, she's the most ugliest one. LMAOs~ What a joke.

& last but not least. I HAVE GOT MY LG LOLIPOP!! Pink color. So chio~ Hmm. Gonna start working back at BQ. Please go down support support lehs. Hahas. Thanks arhh!!

Gtg, as its late liaos. Just now had a heart to heart talk with bro. He's so sad. Over relationship. But anyway, hope he's much better now :)

Bro asked me accompany him go SupperClub this friday, anyone wanna go?? SMS me lehs~~

Bored~

2010-02-22T01:44:00.002+08:00

Handsome boy, Deron.

Hahas. Cant sleep yet, cause am waiting for my nails to be dry. Lol. Got this photo's from FB. His boyf's best friend de son. Which is Caiyun's son, Deron. So kawaii right? Yesterday went to Francis(Boyf's friend) house for CNY dinner. This cute little boy was there too. Hahas. I took his 'BeiBei', he asked me give, i asked him to give me a kiss & call me Jiejie, he did that lohs!!!!!!!!

His so sweet lahs. & his talking, so sweet also. Cant resist to play with him nahs. Hahas.! His eyes is so so big & pretty. He got double eyelid lohs. Yet my babyQuinn is a SINGLE EYELID baby. Dots~

Hahas. Anyway, planning to bring babyQuinn out to play with Deron & friends more. Hahas. Sians. Im so emo. Really dont know why. Anyway, thanks for those who concern :D

Gonna start my ICT skills tonight! Back to school. I gonna go classes every lesson :x

♥♥its about never ending story.

2010-02-21T16:26:00.008+08:00

momiieIris

When im bored & emo, i did 'this' to my stuffs~

my chubby girl eating my w595.

me~

babyQuinnabel with her new red strawberry bag~

Naked belbel~

Boring sunday. Super emo~ Also dont know why. Feelings is weird. It comes & goes. Just like sitting roller coaster. Life & love is all the same. You will fall down anytime if you didnt hold on well during your ride. Just beaware. Nothing is forever. Even marriage. Im not having problems with my relationship. Just that this is how i feel. I remeber once my teacher told me, he said that life is like a book. When you know what your feeling is right now, always remeber to write it down. At the end of the day, you will have the ending story to complete the book.

Life is full of ups & downs. I didnt regret. Because i know im learning when im writing it out now. Tears is just a way to release the stress you had. Why does human feels regret when you dont cherish the things well in front of you? When its gone, you will just jolly well, cry & make a fuss saying you regret. Haiis. Human is really pathethic. Im tired of being one. But life still goes on.

The worst in life is not about anything you fail to complete. Yet is when your love ones leave you. I miss granny so much. Im always thinking. What is she doing now. Is she still in her home, sitting there.? I dont know. But i know i can feel her, telling me, stay strong no matter what happens. Because she will always be there for me. Even the whole world looks down on me. She's still there looking after me, giving me all her moral supports. Im hoping to hold on, just for my little precious. She's more than anything. Im doing very hard to maintain my moodswings. Just for her, im learning to smile everyday even im not happy at all.

My life might be the super lousy story people thinks. But for me, my story book of my life is the most precious im having. Because i had 'HER' in my life. Its not fully complete, but i know, she knows how i feel. She knows how much i loves her too. When you falls down, just stand up again, & there will sure be someone standing there to hold you.

Goshh~ I feels that recently my post is totally so EMO siia. But anyway, its okays. Because is mine story. I should write what & how i feel. Jiayouus, momiieIris :D

Human is pathetic~

2010-02-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

Im so damn fucking piss off.
I wasnt going to rant it out here.
But i really cant take it man.
FUCK UP!
Im just asking for the sake that she is my friend, but her replied was like so damn f**king sacarstic okays?
Nevermind.
I shall wait & see what will happen to you, since you think that im talking rubbish or so whatever.

Friends? F**k it. I dont think i need much. Because not all can be trusted. But i know my BFF can. Im so tired of those quarrels over little childish things.
Ya, i might not be 100% right, but at least i came across before. Okays?
*Damn it.

Fuck it. I think the whole world sucks.
Im so fucking piss off with everything, everyone.
No one knows how i feel.
Im going insane.
Not about relatioship. Not about money. Not about friends. Not about family.
I dont wanna say anything anymore.
AM TIRED.

Love me for who i am.
& not change me for what you want.

Im seriously very tired about my life.
I wished to cry so so so many times.
I went to drink, to make myself drunk.
Yet, in the end, im there sitting, thinking of all the unhappiness again.
Im such a FAILURE, okays? & im not a good MOMMY anymore too..

Super emo-ing mood. I need alcohol to numb my tears..

bad romance~

2010-02-17T14:35:00.007+08:00

My little monster wished everyone :
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D

The 4 Ho's.

Ho We Ni, Ho Rui En, Ho Wei Yun(me) & Ho Wei Yi.

on the CNY eve.

On the 13th Feb, when is going 12am.

Everyone started to light up their fireworks.

CNY Day 1.

CNY Day 3 :D

_____________________________

Hey everyone. Im back from Malaysia. Not a very happy new year i had. Am damn heartbroken & cock-ed up. Really doesnt wished to say anything right now. Just let me rest well for 2 more days. I promise i will be blogging back like usual. Goshh~

Life sucks. But my little monster is cuter. She's learning to walk. She can stand on herself for about 5secs without any supports.! *Clapps*

Gtg, back blogging tonight. LOVES*

CNY coming soon~

2010-02-10T13:03:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is Boyf's bird-day~

I decided to make him "AI XIN Pudding"

Hahas.! Now preparing to go down Bugis. So bored.

CNY coming. Spring cleaning almost done.

Might be going back to malaysia till CNY finish.

Hahas. Im having such a freedom life. No more work stress~

Boyf so sweet. Asked me to study well, no nid to work for now. Just concentrate on my biz since i want. Im feeling so taitai.

But.. .. Sometimes i feel bored at home~

GTG. Update tonight~

Learning to put down & step forward~

2010-02-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

Boo~
Sorry, damn busy till i, myself didnt even have the time to do updates.
Goshh~
I feel so lack-ed.

Alright. Little updates for babygirl. She's doing fine.
Getting naughtier, getting cheeky, getting smarter & GETTING CUTER everyday.
She's learning to walk. & she can handle herself walking by pushing those heavy box i had at home. Day by day, she will learn to walk. LOLs*

As for me? Hmm. Busy everyday. Boyf told his mummy about babygirl. She accepted. & my 'stage1 exam' passed.
& now, for the 'stage2 exam'. I hope everything turns out good.
Because no matter what happens, boyf promise to stand by me.
*Im so touch, okays.!

Hmm. Now with boyf. Gonna watch dramas then to lala lands. While boyf gonna play MJ with friends. Hahas!

CNY is getting nearer. & i have got myself NEW undergarments, clothes, bags, accessories, shoes, slippers, belts.. & i think 1 more thing i forgotten. & that's purchase new make up! Hahas~ For babygirl, i bought her NEW clothes, shoes, stockings, tights, clips, bands.. & 1 more thing.. 1 gold bangle! Because she had her set of necklace, anklets. 1 more bangles to match her.
*So niceeeeee X)

Hmm. For CNY, mummy say might be going back to malaysia. As singapore we left not much relatives. So might as well go back to visit grandparents. Still thinking. As train tickets already sold out. Sians~

Lazy to blog.

2010-02-04T09:58:00.002+08:00

Im so so lazy to blog. Damn lazy.
But anyway, i cut my hair shorter abit, babygirl cut her frindge. & she got a new name from me.
I called her "AH SONG". *laughs.
So funny lohs.

Anyway, CNY is coming. everything shall be new, everything shall start off new again.
Planning to change new bedsheet to MAROON color & my curtains too. *LOLs.

Went to Power House last night with Lianx A. By right MDM HOW coming.
In the end, she put me HELICOPTER. So was just me & Lianx A.
Boo~
So many Malaysian lohs.
Hahas.
I drank 1 jug of Gin Tonic. After so long, im here drinking & dancing again.
Didnt stay too long.
I think i miss babygirl too much.
Makes me feel so tired. So we went home around 1.20am.

Photos will upload tonight.
Go to go liaos.
Byeeeeeee :D

Day 4~

2010-01-29T23:47:00.003+08:00

Day 4 for Granny's funeral.

& tomorrow gonna be the last day we see Granny.

How i hope time turns back.

I will spent even more time with granny.

Regretted~

But granny will know how much i meant.

Boo~

Little monster falls down from climbing up by herself. Her back head falls. Heart pain~

Yesterday was slip from my bed, & a little mountain grew at the angel.

Gosshhhh~

Eversince little monster knows how to climb/crawl or stuffs, she keeps fall down when we didnt look at her. So damn heart pain~

Little monster in her TuTu skirts.

Bought it for her to wear during her 1st year birthday party :)

Day 3 of Granny's funeral.

2010-01-28T12:47:00.002+08:00

Day 3 for Grannys' funeral.

I miss granny still. So much i do. But i gonna endure everything. My tiredness, my tears, my stress & my everything. I will do good as granny always asked me to. Hmm. Monday last lesson for Business Admin. Gonna have a break till 22nd Feb, back to ICT Skills. Boo~ April gonna be the exam period. I will participate. I hope i can pass. & of cause will study hard once granny's funeral settled. Wish me lucks.

Hmm. CNY is coming. Grandfather says we still can celebrate. Because Granny's ash will be thrown to the sea. There's no tablet,which granny doesnt want. So we still can have our CNY. But i dont think im in the mood nahs. Although Grabby left us the last Ang Bao. Im still not very into the mood lohs. Haiis. Hope Granny is doing well above. & getting used to it. Granny's eyesight not very good, hope the light will shine on her to guide her way. Granny, rest in peace. I will always remember you.

Made another report.

2010-01-26T15:27:00.002+08:00

IP : 220.255.7.231
Name : e

I have made another police report, pass over the report to Lawyer V. Im being harrassed again. & this kuku, i feel sorry for the mum. Because the mum didnt raise him/her well. I might not know who is this kuku, but i believe police will checked & Lawyer V will fight for my right. This kind of MEI JIA JIAO. Feel so sorry for him/her, because the mum must be working hard for him/her to go to school, in the end, they learnt nothing, even basic respect. I believe, if they have child, i curse the child to be motherless/fatherless. Because is so shameful being the SPAMMERS' kid. Throw face only. Childish act.

25012010

2010-01-26T11:48:00.002+08:00

My beautiful granny.

She has left to a place where she belongs.

She has left 25012010.

Her soul has left, but her heart & her smiles is remain in me.

PS. Those who commented her "fake" sick in the forum, let karmas falls on you now. Whoever involve in the comments has to be gulity in life. & karmas happen on them.

I miss my dear granny.

I love my dear granny.

You teaches me many things.

Thank you.

R.I.P.

Little updates before i take my nap.

2010-01-25T14:15:00.003+08:00

Little monster of mine.
Smiles brighten up my days.
I love her more than anything.
No matter how hard the path is, we gonna make it together :D

Litter monster :x

Back from polyclinic check up. Everything was fine. Doctor says she's 40% much more heavier than normal 9months old babies. Boo~ Hahas. Big size baby of mine. She's now 9.5kg(*because she kept moving, so roughly around there.) & 78cm tall :)

My tall little girl. My big size little monster. & my cheeky baby :)

Hmm. Gonna nap awhile before i go school. Went to visit Granny after babyQuinnabel's check up, Granny look worst, everyone got the feeling that she might not make it tonight. Haiis. She cant even talk now. Her 'smell' is out too. Her eyes cant open all the way. & she cant poo poo, right now, she poo poo, but from her mouth out.. Haiis. My dear Granny..

PS. Granny: I hope you can leave peacefully, i know its painful, i can feel your pain whenever i see you. I hate to see your painful face. I cant promise you that i wont cry, but i will try. I hope you will always remember me. Because i will remember you always. I miss you alot, even i get to see you now almost everyday. I miss your cheerful smile. I miss you alot alot. Granny, my tears for you is that i promise you, i wont make you worry for me. Thank you for being my supportive sides when grandfather & all dis-agree me to be a Single Mother. Thanks for supporting my decisions. Me & babyQuinnabel, will always be there for you. Our heart will be your light to guide you to walk wit care in another world. Granny,we love you. The worst dream i ever had is, i haven't treat you a great lunch. But inside my heart, you are my beautiful granny.

Happy 9th Month :)

2010-01-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

Happy 9th Month, babyQuinnabel.!

Boo~ Time flies. My little chilli padi becomes little monster of mine. Hmm. Little updates for her progressing, before i go to bed. As tomorrow needs to wake up early for her check up at Polyclinic :)

- She drinks 4oz milk, 5oz cereal with milk.
- She can crawl damn fast.
- She loves to play.
- She loves water.
- She loves to bath.
- She can sit up straight.
- She can do yoga position.
- She cant hold on to things & stand her on her own.
- She learns to walk when we hold her hands.
- She only allows me to carry her. Even mom, sometime also cant liaos.
- She loves teletubbies & chinese children song.
- She knows how to clap her hand.
- She knows how to wave her hand goodbye.(*only when her mood good.)
- She doesnt likes to stay at home too long.
- She can sit on her tricycle well.
- She is cranky.
- She is greedy.
- She is super LAZY.
- She is attitude.
- She has 2 upper front tooth & 4 little tooth below in total.
- She loves to eat non-stop.
- She loves fruits.
- She knows how to 'sayang' little baby.
- She knows how to 'sayang' us when we cry.

Goshh~ Little angel is so fast in changed. Hmm. I always thought that i just gave birth yesterday. Looks like im getting real old liaos. & this little monster of mine is getting naughtier each day. But im happy, as she loves to smile when i did funny sound. It brighten my days. Hahas.

PS. Shall update when im really free. Because i have been busy for two weeks. Busy with babyQuinnabel, busy with Granny's going to be funeral. Until i had no time to eat proper meal. So since last night, i had gastric pain till now. If tomorrow still the same, i think i need a doctor.

Was busy & rushed :x

2010-01-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

Went to JB this morning. Everything was so rushed. Reached there, had little breakfast with mom,aunt & cousin, while baby quinnabel is sleeping. Its the best time to eat peacefully. Hahas. In the end, i dont feel like eating. Dont know why. No appetite? Boo~ Stomach have been on & off pain. Hope is not my old sickness coming back for me. :x

Hmm. After breakfast, went over to the police station to make reports for my birth cert thing. When almost done, daddy called. Bad news~ Granny was getting worst.? Her legs & hands start to be alittle cold. Goshh~ After hearing this call, fatser get the report things done, went over to City Square to get baby quinnabel 2 new shoes & 2 new leggings. Yappx. Baby Gap~ So nice. Then faster rushed to custom & took bus back to singapore custom & daddy went to fetch us to Granny's house. Everything is so damn rushed till my gastric starts to be painful again.

Reached, saw Granny. She's getting older & different each day. Her bones all can be seen. She's getting skinner than me. She look worst. My heart pain, i cried in my heart, because Granny says she hope & wished we wont cry during she is leaving. Mom says because she will be worried & cant get in peace. I controlled myself. But still, i feel so hurt. Now again, im tearing in front of my lappy. I feel so sad. I saw her swollen legs, her drip in blood. I really dont know what to do, but to help her massage at her leg, to let her feel alittle better.

Haiis. Heartache. & i miss her scolding me. Everyone didnt sleep. Even daddy & mommy. Both of them, almost everyday, whole day at there accompany Granny. As for me, i only can visit Granny awhile, cant stay long, as Granny need to rest, baby quinnabel is abiit too noisy.

PS. Granny told mom that she dreamt that her "friends" from another world, went into her dream & tell her that they will come & pick her up on 26th Jan. Its next tuesday, i really hope the day wont come. Untill now, i still cant accept the fact of Granny is leaving us.

Peekaboo~

2010-01-20T11:52:00.004+08:00

mommyJoyce & daughter-in-law,Quinnabel.

momiieIris & son-in-law,Lucas

Out with mommy joyce & babyLucas & babyNatalie & auntie :D

Sexy baby :x

Husband & wife :)

At Lucas bird-day party & Natalie's full month :D

babyQuinnabel:D

Im so lazy to type. Let photos do the talks bahs. Sorry :c

Just another day~

2010-01-19T11:44:00.002+08:00

see her dirty face.
Mom says look like when im young that time.

Being a good girl, listening to Teletubbies.
Dont know why she doesnt likes Barney.
But she likes those Xiao MeiMei sing in chinese(*Malaysian type) & teletubbies only.

Looking at me again.

Sitting there after eating.

When i wanted to snatch her cookies :x

Boo~ Just another day. Okays. Yesterday went to MOM again. Made the report of "THEM" not paying my Dec 09' pay. & admitted to MOM that i tell them i find excuse to quit & the real reason i wanna quit, shown MOM what "SHE" say me at the forum, which the part of "i late go work, she close an eye, i left early she also never deduct my pay.." Its all shit i tell you. She just telling 1 story. Nevermind. Lazy to talk about this "STUPID" hell place. So now, i decided to sue them. So its time to let MOM to take action. Court hearing will be on 9th Feb, if from now till then they still dont wanna pay me, MOM is gonna take action. She wanna tell lies & give a fake report i also okay. Because im not planning to work outside. Im doing my own biz. I have the money, so what.! I dont give a damn. Boo~ & im heading to CPF tomorrow. Because LOA says that im a singaporean, they suppose to pay me CPF, but they didnt give. So im doing the reports too. Lucky i never throw away the LOA. If not die~

Babygirl is getting naughtier each day. I really starts to cant stand her. I almost fainted.! & i almost use the cane to beat her. Keep sticks to me. BTH** But when she sleeps, i feel like waking her up & want her to play with me. Siao liaos. I think im crazy.

Being a full time mummy is so so so tired. I think i almost cant take it. I think im lack of sleeps too :c

Happy bird-day to babyLucas & Happy full mth to babyNatalie :)

2010-01-16T22:18:00.004+08:00

"momiie, can we go out liaos?"

shy babyQuinnabel.

waiting by the door.

waiting to go out lohs.!

momiie loves you :)

"momiie, i cute than you lahs.!"

"Do i look lke superstar?"

"see, whole body pink pink"

Its YOGA time :D

Momiie & daughter :D

Hmm. Nothing much. Babygirl sleeping now, so can do alittle post. Went over to Joyce house. Waited OYP call to meet & go together, but she MIA. Hmm. Nevermind, so asked daddy to come & bring us over. Hahas. All the babies are walking lohs. Only this little partner of mine keep stick to me & want me to carry her. Forever de lahs. Cant leave me liaos. I walk away awhile, she sure cry. Hahas. Sticks to me like super glue. Loves her man.! Let her wear the dress which bro CY & Lianz A bought from BKK, then the pink boots which i bought at Hong Kong, & the pink clip i made myself. So pink sia.! & she look so chubby when she wear this dress lohs. Lmaos~ Too bad Aunty Hong cant see. If not she sure jealous like siao.! Cause she said i never let babygirl to wear PINK color when meet her. Laughs~

Last but not least Happy bird-day to babyLucas & Happy full mth to babyNatalie :)

Granny is leaving~

2010-01-15T23:16:00.005+08:00

Im so so so not happy. Im feeling damn sad.
Granny is leaving us soon.
Yesh, doctor confirm already.
Went to visit her just now with boyf & brother.
She cant even sees me & boyf.
She talks to so soft.
She cant even eat nor go toilet & causes her both leg to be so damn swollen.
She gave me my wedding present first.
She return the JADE i bought for her 70's birthday last last year.
She gave all the CNY's last ang baos, & say is her last chance to give us ang baos.

I start to tear. I miss her. Even sometime she talks very wrongly which hurt me, but afterall, she's still my granny. She used to bring me to Malaysia during my holidays. Bought me toys when i was young. Lend me money when i need, even if its not important, she still helps me. Sometimes she might be too naggy. But which oldies dont nag?

Right now, im typing, looking at the photo she took with me on her. I still love her afterall. I dont wanna say goodbyee to her. BabyQuinn still yet to call her too. BabyQuinn loves granny alot too. Cause whenever we went over to visit her, she would smile at granny & play with granny. Right now, little babyQuinn doesnt know granny is leaving. But granny is so love her. Telling her to be good, study hard & stuffs.

I just hope she can hold on for a little more. I know its pain. But, i just wish to have the last CNY dinner with her. I wanted her to nag me so much.

"Granny, i miss you so much.."
PS. Can you please dont go? Miracle stays?

My bloody valentine~

2010-01-13T15:07:00.005+08:00

My dear boyf & me @ Regent Hotel.

This blog is not gonna talks anymore about the forum. Its not becasue im scare. Its because im lazy to talk to those brainless people who reads my blog & claims to admit i curse them. What to do if people likes to admit things when nobody is pointing them. Nevermind. Lawyer V. says leave it to him & he will follow up the case. If wants lawyer fight, we are all ready. Lawyer V. is intro by Brian, my long long lost friend. Joker indeed. He recommended. Because his mother is a counsellor over at those MCYS there. & she's quite well known. So i shall their lawyer :)

Anw, CY says he wanna intro me a female lawyer.(*Thanks brother, thanks for being there. I appreciate so much..)

Lawyer V. is nice enough. I trust him :) Protecting my own rights isnt what people says "Fasle report". Im just ding things to protect myself :) Unless you tell me people doesnt have the right to protect themself. Brian was right. Just ignore "them" now, do my things & see what Lawyer V. wanna do about it. War starts anytime, & im well prepared.

Haiis. Granny keep wanted to go home & not stay in hospital. Making a fuss again. Seeing her suffers really hurts. Feel so sad when people says " where got people go into hospital so fast go home?" Hey, if the person knows she's not going to be cure & not wanting to die there, will she stay inside hospital to let those doctors to do experiments on her? A batch of monkeys only. Dont know things also can anyhow say. Maybe people who talks this way is becasue they doesnt have a closest one having those sickness & cant be cure in their life. Yahs, they are lucky. But they doesnt know & im wondering do they feel guilty of saying those things. Boo~

Now my blog is going to be more & more popular. Becasue "some people" doesnt read properly & anyhow blames people. Maybe that's what we call " eat already nothing do" bahs.

If not for the stupid forum, will passer by drop into my blog to insult my girl. Trying being in my shoes. & see what will you do to protect your own kids. Rules? Is made by human.

Human is just so insane.

Live to be happy of what you did. & not live for those who dont care. If i think im right, then im always right. No need comments or judges to be there. Its my life.

Single parents. Looking down on me so? Im proud to be one. So what if my boyf is taking care of a child which is not his? Jealous that i can still find someone to love me again? At least i still can be loved again even i have walked down the wrong path. Unlike you, talks about people behind forums/blog. Just do it openly. Laughs~

Its all rubbish from you man.! Karmas falls on those who have done those gulity things.. I believed in GOD. & please, im not the only one hated you so much. God knows how much you was hate outside. Since your friend said i ask my friend to spam you, give me edvidence. If not, see you in court for DEFAME me. (Teached by the forum guy & that's what he did...)

Rules, so what?

2010-01-13T11:41:00.007+08:00

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Okays. I have found the Forum Rules. Did anyone found the rules that says IF I PERSONALLY, NOT A MUMMYSG FORUM MEMBER, IF I FIND THE THREAD IS INSULTING I CANT REPORT POLICE TO PROTECT MYSELF?

Please lead me the rules where this was stated? I wanna SUE is because my boyfriend wasnt happy of what she says. In order to protect our REPUTATIONS, since public is reading, cant i sue her? Please comment. & plus inside my blog. I didnt state name at all. Unless you ownself agree that you are the KPOs/the person who INSULT me. Right? Even though im just a GCE N LEVEL student. I bet my english wasnt that poor okays.! Doesnt i have the right to protect my own name? Yahs, of cause you can comment on what you want. & it is also okay for me to REPORT & SUE her in order to protect myself. Did i say anything wrong?

If she wasnt the one started all this thread in forum, leading to people to come into my blog, will there be the passerby there to insult my baby? Come on. I write my blog & open public since a user 2006. It is only UNTIL RECENTLY the topic of hers was spread, then people came into my blog to insult. So am i wrong to report this case to protect myself?

& you says i cursed your family & stuffs. Hey, do you understand ENGLISH? Or you want me to tell you in chinese? Did i say you? I remembered. I wrote "PS." Are you admitting? I bet so. Because i already says i didnt state any name. Unless you admit. & you really did admit in the forum. So its not my fault. I just say in order not to mix up, the KPOs name list, & i paste your name there. & says nothing. So what can you SUE me or THREATEN to put my case to MAGISTRATE'S COMPLAINT. You know, this is consider as a THREATENING case. Dont you know it?

Nevermind. I already found my lawyer. & im going for real. Since the thread did not stop. & still SOMEONE DEFAME ME by saying I ASK MY FRIEND TO SPAM HER BLOG. This is a serious case. So i wont let the matter off. All i can say is, i dont mind wasting my money on lawyer, becasue I WANT TO PROTECT MYSELF, MY BF, MY BF'S MUM, MY GRANNY & MY GIRL. So anything wrong?

PS. Yahs, blog is public. But if SHE DOESNT HINT MY LINK, will you know im alive?

"All members are advised to exercise your own discretion on what steps to take to have a proper discussion and also what steps to take if your personal safety has been threatened...."

Found this latest thread. I think this sentence the person wrote doesnt know what he meant at all. BECAUSE in the previous thread, HE ALREADY DEFAME & THREATEN me & posted my link to forum. So means now i have the right to SUE :)

2010-01-12T23:35:00.007+08:00

(masayuki)

Dear all,
The person involved in this case has made a inaccurate police report.
She has put up a copy of the police report here: ? ???? ?
She has decided to defame and insult all of us here who have made any comments....
I am going to make a police report and lodge a magistrate's complaint after work.
I ask all who feel insulted by her comments to either contact me or lodge a police report against her....
Personally, I think that her comments insult me and would cause me to lose professional reputation....
I will also take civil action against her for all the troubles caused to me.
I have taken a snapshot of her blog here at FreezePage
She has also gotten her friends to commit harassment of mag_huiling and I advise her to make a police report as well....
The comments her friends left on mag_huling's blog is tantamount to insulting the modesty of a woman - a chargeable offence under the penal code.
I advise all to be careful what you post on other people's tag box as it can be considered criminal.
Uncle has also been harrassed by calls from private numbers and will be including this fact in the police report as well.

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Forgotten to tell you readers, did i STATE her(mag_huiling) name here? Please read through, unless you want me to buy you a dictionary. & forget to say, BLOG, is a personal online diary which i can write whatever i want here & i didnt state anyname. Unless you admit. Dont be childish & do those stuffs. I have seek for assistance from lawyer before i make a police report first. & dont forget, i can SUE YOU for saying I ASK MY FRIEND TO INSULT HER. which eyes of yours saw that I wanted my friend to spam your blog? Pathetic human. Read before you speak. Well. Lucky i have checked my english & words i type before i POST IT TO MY BLOG. Im still so happy. Forget to say. So what if i want to SUE HER? I have the right to say she's insulting, if not, why will the police do the report for me? Unless you are saying Spore police is nothing. I can say nothing.

Being a KPO is no wrong. But commenting & admitting with the person to start this story is a wrong thing to do. Dont you know it? Dont you feel guilty? Hearing 1 side story, is what you do? So means if she says i kill someone then you believe? Laughs~

You said i DEFAME you. Okays, now my turn to say, you didnt check & you DEFAME me too. So i gonna REPORT this part here too.

"She threatened and cursed us and our families in her blog.
We have never done any such thing against her...."
LMAO. Since when i say you are doing it? You admitted? Laughs~

对得起天地良心就好.问心无愧:)

Just in case people think im jokin~

2010-01-11T23:04:00.008+08:00

Sorry for the blur imagine. Bcox i doesnt have a scanner at home.

Here are the reports i have with me. I think have to wait till afew more days before i can scan up. As my home doesnt have any scanner. Sorry :c

But anyway, i have made the report. Boyf & i decided to sue her. & parents too. Boyf gonna sue her for insulting him & his mum. Parents gonna sue too for granny's sake. So now, we need recommended lawyers. Anyone intro please?

Hmm. By the way, she have lock up her blog. Think she is guilty or have too much spammers to say she's lying & stuffs. No idea. Anyway, as i had said. I wont let her off. The salary she owe, i can let her have it & save it for her future to compensate me. Erm. I scare also not enough. Boyf & i & parents have decided. Imgine my parents in a very SAD mood as granny seriously cant make it anymore, then she came out with this story. Laughs~ She made things worst. & father is in his SUPER HOT TEMPER now..

For insulting boyf & i, she has to make a public apologise before we drop case or let the matters off before going to court. Either one. & for parents' side, they wanted her to knee in front of granny's funeral & apologise, parents will call up reporters because she is far too "ahem" to insult & says my granny FAKE admit to hospital. Its about my HO's family reputations. So we wont let her off. She's so clever to do all these childish acts in forums. She doesnt know that things can be worst. What a waste. Haiis. I feel sorry for her. & i feel sorry for those forum people to trust & buy her story so easily. Her title stated : Immature mother... Hey, come on, KPOs. You guys & her, then is IMMATURE MOTHER.. People at there type composition, you at there KPO & support her, didnt even know the head & tail of story.. Still publish all the commants. If you have kids, i will make sure ALL of YOU who insulted & agree with her words shall have KARMAs. Trust me, i believe in KARMAS. & you guys all shall have it.

I just got a friend to tell me. She says : If people dare to says about you, because they are jealous, & for those who agree blindly, is those childish people. Who have nothing to do. & sooner or later, when things get worsen, then every1 will start hiding away.

& not to mixed up. The Kpos i mean is the list of names below :
Ting
CanCanMum
reginakoh
diymummy
llcyahoo
masayuki
TANZHENZHI
meiteoh
infinity88
stonston
wenz
npoheng
joeyz
mummy85

PS. i should say, either you apologise to me or let karmas falls on you. I can let you choose. I dont force. Everything has been print out & handed to the police as edvidence. With all these edvidence, i dont think you still can change your words. I bet you KPOS. should know what's the revenge of cursing & admitting other people's comments to hurt the innocents. You are all a mother too. Unless you are so brainless either. I dont know who are all of you. But i believe, HUMAN WITH BRAINS WILL LISTENS TO 2 SIDES OF THE STORY THAN HEARING 1 SIDES. Thumbs up with her saying im immature? You are those people who are then IMMATURE. I feel sad for your family. Because all of you have nothing to do & listens to rumors & be KPOs. I believe in LAW & KARMAS :)

Now finally i believed. Why? Because she is doing it now. Read properly, i didnt state the name. Admit if you think you are the one. Okays.! Laughs~

Hahas. God stands on my side.

2010-01-11T16:07:00.003+08:00

Hahas. God do stands on my sides. I have found the link.
http://www.mummysg.com/forums/f13/another-case-immature-mother-27237/

Laughs~ So fun to get the story. Im using the excuse of my granny? Come on, lucky i have proof that granny is going away anytime. & of cause, she might not make it for this CNY. Since so many outsiders do only hear forums story part? Im okay with it. I can say, let's see who wins this lawyer case. Im bringing it up, & im sue-ing her. I promise. I wont let go. & those KPOs in the forums that supports her. You too, all shall pay what you have said. Friends who known me years. Know me well. What type of person i am. I wont be liek her, talking behind forums. I look down on her.

Trying to act like im the one at fault? I do blog & calls at work? FUCK you. You are the one. & is your fat ass boss let me take the whole day leave. Not you. Of cause, now whatever you want to say, im okay. Let the law takes action.

Insulting my boyf? Hhaas. You are just too jealous that no one helped you to support your poor fatherless girl. I feel sad for you. I immature? I should say, you are the one, bitch. Who's the one telling me in SMS before work that can blog, do whatever you like during work? Can wear in-formal? Who? Ghost? Bitch, doesnt you know SMS can be retrieved if i wanna sue you? We can retrieved all the SMS you say, & compare to the letter of appointment you gave. Is totally a lie.! If not for the sake of friend, i wont go into your company to work. Because im not so poor like you. Throwing your kids to others. I give birth to my girl, of cause im staying at home to look after her. Because i have money to be at home. So sad for you to work so hard outside. *Poor bitch.

Lets' see what the law says.
BYE!! KPOs.

& btw, i think i read something : Her grandmother admit to hospital is just excuse?
Okays, i shall invite those KPOs to her funeral. So do come down & talk to my families. See is it fake or true. Thinks im finding excuse? Why not i say if HER FATHER/KIDS DIE, IS ALSO EXCUSE? Let's use this topic as an excuse too? Childish.!

Since people started it off, why not me too:)

2010-01-10T13:31:00.006+08:00

- M. Ang.

Okays. Just let me briefly start off. Why am i pasting her dirty blog link on my post? Very very simple. Because someone tag in my board says that she says about me in mummysg. Fine. Im okay with it. Let the readers be judges. I did nothing shameless like her, im wont throw my own face. Okays. Unless she admits herself all she have told people is just a lie. Im stating 'HER' hor. I didnt state any names. Unless she admits.

I knew her on 2008 Xmas Eve. Intro by my friend, K. Went drinking. Remember that day i knew her, im carrying my girl, which means im about 4th or 5th month plus pregnant. The girls & her meet me at my working place there, Bugis. Deciding on where to go & how to spend our night. So went to had our dinner at LJS. After that they say go drinking. Then i was okay with it. Because *that bastard* left me & hurt me alot. So i always thought of drinking. SO we went to Parklane there buy drinks. Then we all headed to opposite Plaza Singapura there, where many flats were, which is opposite the road. Sit there relax & thinking where to go. & she started her story :

She says, she was about to marry too, & had a son. She doesnt want the son, because the guy dont give it to her. But at least she can visit her whenever she can. Her marriage & ROM all pay by her, not the guy, already took wedding photos & everything..

*When she tell me this, i thought was real, i dd ask my friend, K. She says, she doesnt know whether true anot. Cause never see her son before.

Laughs~ She still can tell me she is natural birth, got fat tummy. Of cause i was curious, i asked her pain anot & stuffs lohs. & she actually can says about all those things.

Okays, after that, we went to Clarke Quay to meet C's guy friend. Forgotten the name of the place. Then i was with K. & this shameless woman, at there keep saying all the guys not handsome at all. Say what got 1 guy keep sit very close with her & stuffs. RUBBISH lohs. She thinks she's very pretty? *Im not trying to say im pretty horr.* Just rough comments. Okays. Then wasted this night with this type of shameless girl. Sians.

Then after a year, which is last year November, got to saw her blog. & she had a girl, which was born on July 09. OMFG~ Rmb 24th Dec 2008 i was with her?? My edd is on May & hers' is on July. Laughs~ 2months different okays.! She got fuck & pregnant, yet she doesnt know. What the hell. She says until FEB 2009 then she knw she pregnant. WTF* Okays, then we got each other contacts through K, as she wanna ask whether wanna meet to go to Olivia's boy bday anot. Okays, then i meet her & go. SHE STILL OWE ME THE $6 FOR CAB FARE INTO THE PLACE OKAYS. & she can act like she doesnt know.. $6 to me is nothing, so i was like, Aiyah, small money, nevermind. See her so ke lian also. Because i told her i will buy branded things for my girls & stuffs, but she says, she wont SPENT ON THOSE MONEY.. I feel so sad for her girl.

& know what? She intro me to her workplace. At first she told me 1.2k. In the end, talk till so much, only 1.1k. & i keep quiet. At work first day, she still okay. Didnt bully me muched. But fucked~. After the 3rd day & onwards, her fucking tail shown out everything. She keep ask me to help her buy lunch where else she can sit at her table relax, go smoke. EVEN the guys at the work there all says SHE'S FUCKING LAZY. All dont like her at all.. She can be damn fucking NUA that you will never know lohs. Even i told her i bought my own lunch to work, she still ask me go pack rice for her. FUCK anot?

Nevermind. Then her 2nd cock story came again. She says she's now doing divorcing with the Husband. & also applying a 4 room flat FUCK YOU man.! Think i stupid? You are not 35years old, only 21years old Even u are a divorcee you cant take 4 room flat from HDB. So dont try act dao so ke lian, saying need work night & morning to earn more money. Is just that the boss is so stupid to trust you..! Dumb bell.

& what i piss off is that, she COPYS the idea of doing online blogshop which is same as me lohs.

I hold on myself & not say out all this. But now, FUCK YOU to her. She did it first & now my turn. One for all, all for One. Readers can tag me with anything. I can say. NOT I WANT TO SPILL HER THINGS OUT. IS SHE OWNSELF STEP ON ME FIRST OKAYS. Dont tell me, if people says you, you can endure & keep quiet.. Now let everyone go ask or decides.. WHO IS THE ONE BEING THE JOKER. Im okay with it.. She only act as one very know things & stuffs. But she never thinks that her fucking face & lies made people dislikes her.

Boyf also heard that she promise to pays me. But now, she doesnt want to pay. Everything, we have recorded by my camera. See you in court/MOM. BITCH.!We have more edvidence to sue you now.

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Im not trying to say im very good either. I admit i had 2 abortions before. Yesh, i killed my own kids. I have reasons. At least i dont take abortions or having a kid as a joke or storyt o make up in my life. Unlike her. Never marry before, then dont say you did. Even if doesnt have anything, not mean you can come out story to make people to feel that you are a poor thing. For me, i dont need all these. I just need real true friends. & not friends whom like to act in front. I used to be one. But not now anymore. Its the past, because i have a very important people in my life now, my babygirl. She bought me here, & let me realised so much about being a good people. Im no longer like the past, not happy? Call up gang people. So what if last time im a gangster myself? Human changes. But her? FUCK. She doesnt even think for her girl. Her kids is still so small, & she just throw to her BF's mother to look after the baby. She doesnt care aout the bonding with the kids at all. She is not fit to be a mother. Know why? She's in a divorce situation, & the girl needs her attention more, yet she can throw her girl to the so-call nanny for the whole weekdays, until weekends then bring her home. So people, tell me she fits to be a mother of a kids? She likes to tell me & ask me to put my girl in the infant care or nanny. Hey, come on.! I wont let my girl to miss the bonding times with me. Im not like you. You did everything only for yourself. Not her. You didnt even give her the best. You bought her here, yet you bought nothing good to her. You smoke in front of her. What kind of mother you are? She's still that small, yet you can let her breathe your smoke, & let her be a 2nd hand smoker. You only knows how to drink after work, accompany your friends, & never think bout your kids. Just a word, you are so shameless. Always asked me to intro a rich guy, like my boyf's type to you. Please look into the mirror. & think about it lahs.

& at least im not like you. Say people behind other place. & gave people my link. Shameless bitch.

Running rose, dry cough, soo sick now :(

2010-01-07T23:50:00.003+08:00

Motherly Loves ~

At boyf's house now. Sick now. Having running nose & dry cough. Its been 12days since we meet. Boyf says he misses me alot. So the first thing he saw me, he gave me a very tight hug. Sweet huhh. Hahas. Its all brand new from today onwards, i promise. Im learning to be more strong. I dont wished to be the loser again. Was damn piss off in the noon time. Which is my previous post. Really f**k that person who tag my tagboard. No balls. LMAO. Dare to give negative comments but doesnt dare to put the names. What the hell. I look down on this people seriously.

Boo~

Tomorrow gonna do some shoppings with boyf. As Saturday gonna attend boyf's best friends' wedding. Time flies. Next week is Natalies' & Lucas Party. Woohoo~ I've already prepared a big present for them. & then there comes BFF's AUNTY HONG'S big day. Hahas. Wonder what to get for her.? G-STring? T-Back? Or ladies' condom? Laughs**

Bro Chiayong went to BKK lerh. Waiting for him to come back, as he promised to buy me that longchamp bag.

Im waiting~

Fuck up Humji Kias"

2010-01-07T13:11:00.002+08:00

07 Jan 10 00:59
218.186.9.235
passer by :
ee baby looks ugly

Motherfucker assy.! You are so HUMJI that you dont dare to put your big fucking name in my tagboard. I look down on you. Know why? Because you dare comments about my baby & dont dare put your name there.

Just to wish you, BORN KIDS WITH ASS. GO OUT KANNA CAR BANG. GOT WORK KANNA SACK. FALL SICK EVERYDAY. IF MARRIED, DIVORCE SOON. PARENTS STILL ALIVE? SHALL DIE SOON. & YOU DIE NOW, NO PEOPLE LEAD THE WAY FOR YOU IN FRONT OF THE CASKET.

Fuck up. This is my blog. I have written so nicely that you have to tag with your BIG FUCKING NAME. But still, you dont understand, i feel sorry for your parents to born you without brain. Ya, my kids is ugly? Better than no people see you off when you die. Your kids born with no ass, your kids to be in-normal. Your kids to be retarded.

THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME TO CURSE YOU. & BRING YOUR IP ADD FOR POLICE REPORT. IM GOING TO SUE YOU TILL YOU BEG FOR MERCY.!

Say me, im okays. But now you say my kids. I will make you die & i will get you out from hiding behind the computer for spamming people. CCB.!

Sore throat & its gonna start anew :)

2010-01-06T23:18:00.004+08:00

PS. Babygirl, is learning to stand, but dares not move when she stand.

Puzzled~

Backview=bareback.

Front view.

Her CNY 1st day gonna be clothes.

Cute??

Sitting there looking blurry.

Teeth training.

Munching apple..

Looking at mum. Wondering what she do..

*Ah chew* & there she sneeze :X

Hi there :)

What's this behind me =D

Boo~ Not feeling well. Have not been updating my blog. Due to babygirl is sick. Hmm. & now she's much better. While im having serious sore throat. Its itchy yet not pain. Goshh~

Hahas. As photos can tell, bought babygirl a red cheongsam. Hahas. Cute mahs? Gonna let her wear on 1st day of CNY. Laughs**

Tried to find a nice & cute ones wasnt easy lohs. But lucky found it today. Comes with many colors. But i still choose red. Hahas. Cause RED suits CNY more.

Hmm. Tomorrow onwards is the new chapter in life. Wish me lucks. Back to school after holiday breaks. Hahas. Still okays, cause i still able to catch up. Hmm. Nothing much changes in life. But just hope 'the Luck' will be there can liaos. Boo~

Think im going to change away babygirl's pram. Combi not bad.. But still, its not what i want. So right now, im aiming the Pink Maclaren Quest. Cost SGD$368. Hmm. Maybe im getting it. Still thinking. HAHAS! Gonna save up more. Cause i think i have been very wasted. I wanna go Taiwan this year. Hope my dream come true. Gonna sleep liaos. Not feeling well.

Nights =D

BabyQuinn is down with fever~

2010-01-04T15:32:00.003+08:00

Its all 2009's overdue photos. & now is brand new year.

Boo~ Bought babygirl to KKH for her check up.

Blood test was okay for today.

Doctor says might need go back if they checked got prob.

Worrying that babygirl will same like me low blood.

Phew.! & know what? They took half bottle of blood to just do the stupid test for babygirl.

& they took the half bottle of blood from her little finger. (*Heart pains..)

& now, she's down with fever. Haiis.

Later still got night class. Gonna revise awhile. Hahas.

By the way, im damn piss with C- P- S- & L-'s BOSS.

Who he think he is? Fuck up. Owe me pay dont want to give. Nevermind.(*Dont know his full name,but he is very fat & disgusted.!). You want play? I play with you.

Lucky im smart to get everything recorded & saved. Had enought edvidence to make you compensate. Fuck.! I curse your company will be down by 2010. Okays. I curse you kanna car bang. I curse you no kids to help lead you when you are dead. I curse you everything. Fat ASS.!

I dont mind you reading this.

This is my blog. I have the right to type anything want. Small money dont want give me back, want make me piss. Fine.! I will make you pay for what you do now.! FUCK YOU.!

Okays. Enough of cursing. Shall go look through my books now. Sayonara.

& babygirl is now 9.455kg & 75cm.!! Missy says she's a very cute japan look baby.!! Hahas. her weight is just right my handphone number. So nice. Can buy 4d liaos. Woohoo~

2010 ~ New Life

2010-01-03T20:03:00.003+08:00

Welcome 2010.

Im sorry to be lack behind so many days of updates.

Due to im out of town.

Enjoying my life at Genting.

Wasnt very fun, but all i do is sleep, eat, walk around..

Okays. Back to topic.

Its time for me to look forwards & never look back.

That's why i wanna changed away my links too :)

Anyone wanna link me, please tag me, okays?

Alrights. Just alittle updates of babyQuinnabel when we were in Genting.

BabyQuinn knows how to :

- Bye Bye (Wave her hand)

- Clap hand

- Sit up herself

- Hold onto things & stand

- 4 teeths coming out, in total is 6. 4 is on the way, cause can see the white white liaos.

- Holds her bottles well

- Loves to say : Bababa..

Hahas. So fun right. Seeing her grown up everyday, makes me feel very happy already.

My wished & goals for 2010 is :

~ Graduates for my double diploma.

~ My blogshop to earn big bucks.

~ Stay happy as ever.

~ Save more money.

~ Go Batam with boyf & bro's.

* 5 is enuff for myself. Hahas.!

& babyQuinn's wished :

~ Have a sweet & loving 1 year old party.

~ Stay healthy.

~ Stay cheerful.

~ Call me Momiie.!

* Maybe that's all for now? Shall update if i think of any.!

Change is a part of life.
Life isn't always fair.
People and circumstances can change without notice.
Remain focused yet flexible.

PS. Genting wasnt nice.! Because actually wanted to see the fireworks there with Mom & babyQuinn to welcome 2010. But stupid damn those people, keep squeeze us & mom carrying babyQuinn till she almost fell down. Lucky there's 1 guy so nice trying to hold on, never let mom falls. & me? Was squueze & pull till i cant breathe, almost fainted. Those peoples is so so cruel. Because they cause wanted to see the fireworks, they even step 1 of the girl, i think should be around 6-7ys old only. Such a poor thing. Her parent lost her too. But lucky there's 2 man, took out their full strength to pick that girl up, & squueze her out of the people & got saved. Boo~ What a 2010. Hahas. Anw, nothing much. Before Genting trip, was with AuntyHong. My bff. Almost everyday meet. Hahas. Be it small sister or true friends, we just love-d each others okays.! Our friedships will never ends. Because i hope we will cherish this friendships :) *Loves* & photos will be uploaded soon.!!!

25 Things Perfect Guys Do!

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25 Things Perfect Guys Do!

1.The way they always know how to make you smile when you are down
2.How they try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice
3.How they stick up for you, but still respect your independence
4.How they are so wrapped up in everything else, but still have time for you
5.The way their arms fit firmly around you
6.The way they hint that they want to kiss you
7.The way their hands always find yours
8.How cute they are when they really want some thing
9.How they never run out of new games to play
10.How they never run out of good jokes
11.How they never run out of love
12.How they are funny, but know when to be serious
13.How they react when they realize they are being funny when they need to be serious
14.The way they are patient when you take forever to get ready
15.How they react when you hit them and it actually hurts
16.The way they smile
17.The way they kiss you
18.The way they try to hide that one stuffed animal when you come over
19.The way they act like Mr. Big
20.The way they apologize for acting like Mr. Big
21.The way they ask you for a pen in class and you know they have one
22.How they are blasting the music when they pick up the phone
23.How they turn it off when they notice that you are on the phone
24.How they look at you durring class and make you get butterflies in your
stomach
25.They way they hug you on a bad day and the clouds seem to lift